another few months passed without any entry entered. reason being is because i was very very busy for the past few months. with oncalls and daytime job, i could not get enough rest and sleep to be honest! and fortunately haikal has his nenek and tokma to look after him while i am away. seriously, i think i am kinda washing my hands off from taking after him these past few weeks. when i reached home after work, i took him and brought him to sleep next to me, and woke up late that night after he cried hungrily for milk/food. too tired to prepare for his puree, i will give him milk only. later, i would bring him to sleep again with me. poor him. ibu mintak maaf ye sayang. i wish i have more days and time to spend with him. seriously, i need more time to catch up with his development.
what i notice, for the past 2 weeks, he has been showing separation anxiety everytime we wake up from sleep in the morning to prepare to work. he will be very clingy, and want us to be near him all the time. but he is good most of the time.not crying unnecessarily. sometime, i had this untold sadness looking into his eyes every morning i left him for work. i know he need me. and i need him. i miss him all the time u see when i'm at work!cant get enough out of him.
haikal also likes his food so much now especially the porridge. he is not that keen on eating baby rusk or nestum. sometime, i will find time to do fruit puree like papaya,banana or mango puree just to vary the menu. i know he enjoys this so much as much as i enjoy seeing him eating my home cooked puree.
lately, he's babbling so many syllables. ma ma, baba, ta ta...he interacts with people now with his new syllables. he also begins to crawl and cruise. so much so that we are always so occupied looking after him as he would be everywhere crawling in matter of minutes. no longer easy to care for baby at this age as they like to explore the surrounding. but i enjoy this moment so much i tell u! its satisfaction seeing your baby growing before your eyes!
oh, i also noticed that tokma really loves him, and always find time to look after him.sometimes, i envy the relationship,especially when they sleep together (not with me, like tonight), but i know,all of us loves him to the max and want only the best for him. i think i better get pregnant soon for adik haikal ;p, so that we dont fight to look after haikal anymore.tokma has haikal,i have his brother. haha. just joking. no, it's not the time yet. not yet. i want to see him grow first....not yet. hehe...
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