Alhamdulillah..

i had the scariest event last month. a psychiatric patient before my eyes after being punched, stepped and hit on the face by another patient. despite doing all my best to resuscitate him, he still passed away.Innalillah

anyway, since the incident, there had been an internal query, the tribunal evaluating any shortfalls in our part in helping the patient. alhamdulillah, it went through well. anyway, i still have a lot to improve. alhamdulillah

but until now, i still feel anxious whenver i had to do oncalls. whenever oncalls, i always hope everything went smoothly without any major problems, and so far it was ok. but i am still praying it wont happen again to me...scary ok.i was seriously traumatized.huhu...

anyway, about haikal, he's 15 months ++. growing bigger and cheekier and naughtier.seriously. nakal bukan main.
baru sihat demam. still having coughs and this sking infection that i much worry about. sianla anak ibu...huhu..harap2 cepat sihat ye syg...

re: lil baby. he/she is already 19 weeks in my womb. hopefully baby selamat ok..ibu, ayah and abang haikal is waiting for ur arrival which would be in march 2011.ehe..