miscarried...

the news i got from a best friend of mine certainly makes me worried. really worried, and anxious.

she is already 14 weeks into her first pregnancy on her first visit to klinik desa, when a midwife there told her that she could not feel the baby in her tummy. from what i've learnt, by 14 weeks, the uterus would extend up to midway between pubis and umbilicus. so, she was refered to the doctor to be seen. her scan showed that she was instead only 8 weeks gestation, not 14 weeks as she think she is.

she was again refered to specialist who did another scan and confirmed that there was no heartbeat and the baby was only 7 weeks, 1 week less than the 1st scan.
a week later, she lost the baby as she had some blood loss. now, she is recovering.

me?i am into my 9th week pregnancy now, and it does scares me knowing that someone who is dear to u just lost a baby. i dont want to suffer a second loss. hilang afnan is enough to make me insane. taktahulah ape jd if anything bad happen to the baby i carry in my womb. nauzubillah...semoga yang terbaik sahaja utk baby kali ni.
i'll make sure i'll do anything i can to protect this baby, insya Allah...

to my friend, sabar byk2 k. semoga sihat, dan selamat. i'll pray u the best in health and life, insyaAllah. rezeki akan ada nanti.

to me, semoga selamat menempuh hari2 mendatang. kene byk tawakkal dan sabar ye. insyaAllah, if Allah wants this baby to be yours, she/he will be yours. insyaAllah...