weekend..

yeay... really looking forward for this weekend.

i put a status in facebook yesterday as ' fizah is chitchatting with hubby, miss Mr Hubby so much'. unknowingly, i got a comment from kak farah nurul for that.
she said,i quote ' kesian u, totally understand. absence makes hearts grows fonder...and weekends better'.
hehe, actually i totally agree with her. i miss hubby so much, and i promise to make this weekend both meaningful to both of us, kalau xde arallah.

it has been more than a week since i started working. did one oncall, and the rest 9-5 job. i was ok, coping well. except that i feel useless at times. i am new, and the team knows, but i want to do more than that. i always feel inferior being in my team. being the only foreigner, i feel low at times. i am not sure whether they talk about me at my back, but, i promise myself to do my best.

i seriously need to know my patient better. and i almose forget every patient's problem. i am definitely has a short term memory loss. serious. i easily become forgetful, that i notice. and i am not up to date with the patients well being. huhu...

as life is a lesson, i try to learn as i go. there is so much that i do not know, and so much that i know but has become rusty and need strengthening.

everyday is a challenge for me now. i am really not looking forward for the coming tuesday because i am going to do on call in the A+E, something that i never did before. and my reg had said to me to become bitchy, and not let other to 'spit' on me. and she said i need to toughen up by her. life is indeed become much more interesting now.

oh...what i am melalut here. i am ctually missing Mr Hubby soo much. cant wait to see him tomorrow. we were chatting and 'webcam'ing yesterday, and sedikit sebanyak, it helps easing my rindu..huhu..

i dont know if he feels the same.harap-harap nye lah cam tu...