we are off to Kuala Lumpur tonight to attend the induction+BTN that will be held the next day in Port Dickson, negeri Sembilan for 6 days. to be honest, i have this mixed feeling about starting working. how am i gonna miss my little son haikal...
from our friends we knew that they started working soon after the induction. if that is the case, who is gonna look after haikal? and we havent settle down yet. we will only be told which hospital we will work after we attend the induction, which somehow cause us lots of worries and things to think about. and we worry most about haikal. he is our life, and when we start working, we will be giving our 'life' away to be looked after by other people. i just hope that that 'other people' will look after him the best that they can. how i wish i could be a housewife who will be looking after my own child. but... urgh...
haikal, even though ibu will no longer be around u most of the time, just remember that ibu is here loving u in every second,at every breath..
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