last night, when we were about to sleep, hubby insisted on putting his hand on my tummy, saje nak rase baby gerak2. i told him that the baby is sleeping since he has been kicking and somersaulting in my tummy all day yesterday, and there was no obvious movement last night, saying so just to let hubby know so that he would not be dissapointed kalau x rase baby gerak2...
and hubby said something...something that is true that i can deny.hubby said...just before he drifted to sleep, 'mase ni la nak rasa baby gerak2, kalau baby lahir dan x gerak2, dan xleh rasa dah..'
what hubby said is indeed very true. masa afnan dulu, i was very impatient waiting for him to come out. when i past my EDD, i started to do the talking to the baby in my tummy,asking him to come out early so that i can see what is he like...sometimes,by 'threatening' him...saying that i would give away his clothes/toys/belonging i bought for him to other baby if he does not want to come out.
little did i know at that time that i would totally regret what i did/say to him. when he came out, he already 'left' me. he actually wanted to stay 'in' as long as he can so that he would not leave me alone.but i persisted on him coming out quick. if only i knew he would go far away from me...i would let him stay in my womb forever. forever baby.
so, this time,during this second pregnancy, i let myself and my hubby enjoy every moment we have with this little munchkin inside. i would tell hubby everytime he moves, so hubby would feel the movements himself. sometimes, hubby would talk and whisper to him on my tummy, telling him to be a good boy.and sometimes,he even want to shine torchlight on my tummy after he read in the babycentre.com that at this stage, baby would follow light with his eyes ;)
for myself, when he does his little kicks, i would smile and laugh. at times, when i lie down, he would move very vigorously, moving from side to side, somersaulting,punching and kicking, and i will smile looking at how distorted my tummy would be. bujur, melintang, bergerak2 as if there is a snail moving inside my tummy. hehe...i want to enjoy every second moment i have with this baby, so that i will not regret if he is coming out lifeless. nauzubillah. but i'm preparing for the worst. i guess i am very traumatized with my first experience....
so, baby, stay healthy for ibu ok. move as much as u can. do anything u want in my tummy as long as u dont injure yourself. ibu really care for u. ibu really loves u. and ayah loves u as much as ibu loves u. so, janji ngan ibu. stay healthy ok.
ibu ayah sayang kamu!
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