Thursday, October 30, 2008

Dissappointed

i checked 4 times but it still negative. sedih. tapi sedapkan hati yg maybe HcG x tinggi lagi dlm urine. but i'm still dissapointed. Afnan, doakan ibu,sayang...Afnan nak adik tak??doakan ibu dpt adik cepat2 ek...

arini, got another good news...Zue dah bersalin baby boy 3.04 kg pagi td pukul 3.30am.hepi for them...but sad thinking about myself. bile la aku nak merasa ada baby ni?aku nak baby sgt2...huhu..sedih yg amat.

to add more to my dissappointment, i got a letter today that my application for A+E officer in Limerick in unsuccesful. sad. see..i told ya. it's not that i dont get the job that makes me sad, but the feeling of rejection which makes me feel wrecked. i hate being rejected!i feel like i'm useless...

i have nothing to look forward now. *sigh* my life is dull..

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