It's positive!!!

today, after having a long sound sleep (slept from 9pm till 5.30 am, had bath and solat subuh, and continued the sleep until 9am), I suddenly woke up after hubby whispered into my ears that he wanted me to get prepared to go to the city with him. we had been planning to go there together for some time now, but there is always 'aral melintang', either he or me was tired or asleep, or hubby planned to go alone but eventually did not go. so, today was the day we really hoped that we both make it together...

it took me a while before i started to make way to the bathroom. with an impulse and with no concrete reason why, i took a pregnancy test strip with me going to the toilet. i did the test, and to my xcitement, it was 2 lines. TWO LINES!!!i could not believe it.

so, i went out and headed to the living room, took another pregnancy test, Boots-made, this one is much expensive that the first test kit, and plunged it to the urine. and again, it showed positive as the result. i still could not believe it.
hubby was in the living room that particular time, and i went to him. showed him the tests and he convinced me that they were both positive.

were they real positive?still could not believe it. i remembered i did the same test last 2 weeks but it turned out as negative. was i dreaming??

unsatisfied with results, i bought another tests in the city while we were there. one is 'clear blue test', the digital one, and another is bought from 2 euro city.after reaching home, and i got the cheaper one tested. it was again TWO LINES!!!
for the clear blue test, i tested it the next morning after having few hours sleep. it says that early morning urine is the best to test for result. and again, it showed that i'm pregnant 3+ weeks.

Alhamdulillah...

until now, when hubby asked y did i do the first test today, i still could not find the reason. nak kata, ade simptom pregnant, x jugak. entah...my instinct kot...tiba2 je nak try. kenapa ek?Allah bagi gerak hati...

dalam hati, takutnye ya Allah...selamatkan anak aku dr segala bahaya. selamatkan anak aku ya Allah. takut kalau jd apa2 utk baby kali ni. takut. nak happy, tapi x boleh. takut hepi, tibe2 jd mcm Afnan...

Afnan, ibu harap sgt2 ibu boleh bwk adik Afnan jumpa Afnan nanti before ibu ayah balik Malaysia, syg...ibu janji Afnan dalam hati ibu sampai bila2....Afnan doakan ibu sayang. doakan adik Afnan sihat walafiat dlm kandungan ibu ni. ibu syg anak2 ibu...