i wonder how would he become if he is alive. would he start to call me ibu already?or ayah?
or would he start to walk already at this age?
i miss the old days when he was still in my womb. wish that he would be there forever, and never came out and left me alone.
he left me miserable. but i know, he left me because he loves me. he wants me to be patient,brave, and have courage in life.
he left me for my own good.
i love him soo much, so much that i would sacrifice my life for him if Allah let me.i'd let myself die for him to stay alive.but takdir is takdir.
Allah loves him more. more than me. more than anyone else.
i love my baby...
afnan...
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