is there any time that you would find yourself in tense moment?
when u feel in lost?
or,when u feel u like to cry for no reason?
or, when u regret to be yourself soo much?
i'm having all those feeling at the moment.
i'm sad. i dont know whether my strong desire to have baby is to be blamed or not, but i envy soo much to know that somebody u know have baby when u are trying for almost a year to have one?
it's so frustrating...i'm sooo want to cry.
damn st munchin. i hate that hospital soo much. it does wonders to others by fulfilling their dreams, but it left me only worst memories that i have in life.i lost my baby there.i hate all the doctors and the staffs. i hate all about st munchin. i hate their incompetence in handling my case.i hate all of them.
why is this happened to me?when i wanted baby soo much?why and why??
i am hopeless and helpless. i feel like im no body. i'm not complete as a women. i could not give my husband a zuriat.i am sad...
*got news another couple got another baby.happy for them, but sad thinking about me*
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