i became a sleeping beauty tonight.i slept from 8pm till 1 am today. suddenly woke up and felt guilty for sleeping a lot, even hubby kejut utk solat, and tido balik after that. well,as hubby always said, this sleep would be one way of CONFABULATING the short term memory to the long term memory. hehe...this is always be the reason that hubby always used when he dozed off sleeping on the couch/chair/bed when he started reading. correction, when he is ABOUT TO START reading. confabulation, yeah right!hehe..
anyway, hubby memang mcm tu, tido pon tdo jugak, main game pon main game jugak, tapi so far, result exam mmg selalu pass/excel. it reminds me of a few UCC students who were expelled by the Faculty because of not passing their xm so many times. and the reason for that is because they were too absorbed playing games everyday, every single seconds thus ignoring their studies. luckily, hubby was not among those addicted to games yg smp x ingat solat, x ingat nak study. hehe, yes, I am proud of my hubby.
anyway, with guilt overshadowed my action, i started to do a few mcq questions after waking up. computer was too slow sbb dh bukak since tghhari, so i decided to restart it altogether. sambil2 tunggu computer restart, pegi living room tgk hubby, rupe2nye hubby tgh buat mcq sambil tgk citer denmark ni. sambil2 isi air dlm cawan, hubby caught my attention by telling me the synopsis of that movie.
hubby citer, ' awak nak tahu x citer ni. citer die psl sorang perempuan ni,ade family,husband,dan 3 anak. satu hari ni, die terlanggar satu couple ni yg about to get married sampaikan si lelaki couple ni paralysed and kene stay kat hospital. prempuan tu dan husband die rase bersalah sgt. mslhnye, husband die ni rase bersalah sgt sampaikan buat 'hubungan' dgn perempuan couple tu dan nak kawen ngan die atas sbb rasa guilty sbb wife die yg langgar lelaki couple ni....'
i wait for no longer utk blurt out my dissatisfaction, x smpt hubby habis cerite,hehe. terus komen kat hubby x puas hati kat lelaki husband ni. argh, lelaki, selalu gune alasan mcm2 utk buat affair dgn perempuan lain.rasa bersalahlah, nak tolong perempuan tu la, etc etc.
sepatutnye, the one who would feel guilty is the wife, not him, because the wife yg langgar lelaki tu.
and fine, kalau die rase bersalah sbb wife die langgar lelaki couple tu smp paralysed, but then, buat hubungan dgn perempuan couple tu is NOT the best way to help them, either the family,or the couple. bukan menolong, sebaliknya die amek peluang buat affair dgn perempuan couple tu time die tgh fragile, tgh sedih sbb couple die paralysed, of kos la pikiran tgh sedih n berserabut lagi.
and, err...perempuan couple tu pon satu hal, lelaki partner die tu still kat spital lagi, dah buat affair dgn org lain. nampak sgt x loyal, x setia. kalau kawen pon, maybe the same thing happen. benci la pempuan2 yg x setia ni...huhu...
and hubby kept backing up the husband's action. sbb kateye, husband tu rase bersalah dgn perempuan tu, sbb tu la sanggup buat affair dgn perempuan tu utk tolong die etc etc...ek eleh, lelaki, otak diorg ni same. konon2 nak tolong, padahal ade maksud tersirat. kerana nafsu, sanggup musnahkan rumahtangga kerna perempuan lain.huhu...berbara. ni nak study pon, x puas hati, kene tulis blog dulu utk puaskan hati.haha...peringatan utk hubby, jgn mengada2 ok ;) sy sorang dah cukup!ehe...
okayla...nanti kite ty ape review hubby kite...ehe..
Thursday, April 30, 2009
Wednesday, April 29, 2009
makan banyak...
adoi...skrg ni, asyik makan dan makan...exercise nyer tak.huhu...
tadi, lps mkn kuey tiow, terus ajak hubby gi jalan2 ptg ni kalau weather ok. tp kat luar mcm mendung la plak.huhu...kene jalan2 exercise kuar peluh sket, bakar calory.
x boleh ni. i cannot use the reason of being pregnant to eat a lot.
feel guilty for eating/bingeing too much.
ok, now, i have to restrain myself from cooking too much, or from eating a lot, or from asking hubby to eat outside. huhu...
tadi, lps mkn kuey tiow, terus ajak hubby gi jalan2 ptg ni kalau weather ok. tp kat luar mcm mendung la plak.huhu...kene jalan2 exercise kuar peluh sket, bakar calory.
x boleh ni. i cannot use the reason of being pregnant to eat a lot.
feel guilty for eating/bingeing too much.
ok, now, i have to restrain myself from cooking too much, or from eating a lot, or from asking hubby to eat outside. huhu...
Tuesday, April 28, 2009
distressed...
well...to begin the story with, i want to inform that i have already taken my maternity leave, which is going into my 2nd week now. time flew so fast, that makes me wonder, what have i achieved so far for the past 2 + weeks i stayed at home. did i do many mcqs??no. did i clean up the house?yes, but still a lot more to do. did i read books a lot???of course la no...hehe...
what i did was, i slept a lot and ate a lot. basically i did nothing that i am proud of so far for the past 2 weeks.
y am i in distress??actually, the problem started last week. i received a letter from Maternity Benefit section regarding my claim for the same. they informed me that they could not entertained my application as i did not yet fulfill their criteria for the maternity benefit with enough PRSI contributions. the problem is, they got the wrong number of my PRSI contribution week. well, dont ask me what PRSI means, as i never understand this whole stuff myself. i think i have worked more than 39 weeks so far, and that entitles me for the benefit (i guess).
pening2...hence, i was so distressed with this matter. i sent an appeal letter to the maternity benefit social welfare section, informing them that they got a wrong number of my PRSI contributions. i clarified the matter to them.
now, they want my p45 form as a proof. in which i dont have. i gave all the copies of my p45 to my previous employer, Mercy Hospital. waa...tensen la pk bab ni. i lost my p60 too. dont ask me what p45 and p60 form are.i am also pening nak pahamkan bab2 ni. what i understood is, p45 is what u need to start off ur employment with a new employer so that u will not get emergency taxed. and p60 is what u get at the end of the year when u finished off working with any employer, which showed what PRSI contributions u have paid so far in that particular year. anyway, i hate dealing with this stuff, makes my mind haywire. pening2...
so, i rang Mercy Hospital earlier to ask them whether they still have a copy of my previous p45, which i hope they did. please...ya Allah, please make them have it. the lady who answered the phone said that she would try to find it for me and ring me back if she has that. oh please..please have that form for me...mls nk pk. biar setel cpt2 mslh ni...
i will update later if they found it. mls aa nk pk psl ni. tensen...
one more thing, i lost my p60 too...mane letak eh??tensen...rumah kecik je, tp kertas berlambak...huhu...
updated
got a phone call from that nice lady...thank God she found it. Alhamdulillah...she will send that copy to me by post. yeay...hopefully by sending this form to social welfare office, i will get maternity benefit. byk oo...kalau dpt, boleh dpt basic pay of salary up to 26 weeks after starting leave even though i am on maternity leave n x kije. please pray for me that i'd get it. otherwise, i have to be suffice with hubby's salary. hehe...hubby said that i would get a certain portion from his salary as i am currently jobless now...hehe...bang, 1/4th of your gaji, ok ek??? *wink wink*
what i did was, i slept a lot and ate a lot. basically i did nothing that i am proud of so far for the past 2 weeks.
y am i in distress??actually, the problem started last week. i received a letter from Maternity Benefit section regarding my claim for the same. they informed me that they could not entertained my application as i did not yet fulfill their criteria for the maternity benefit with enough PRSI contributions. the problem is, they got the wrong number of my PRSI contribution week. well, dont ask me what PRSI means, as i never understand this whole stuff myself. i think i have worked more than 39 weeks so far, and that entitles me for the benefit (i guess).
pening2...hence, i was so distressed with this matter. i sent an appeal letter to the maternity benefit social welfare section, informing them that they got a wrong number of my PRSI contributions. i clarified the matter to them.
now, they want my p45 form as a proof. in which i dont have. i gave all the copies of my p45 to my previous employer, Mercy Hospital. waa...tensen la pk bab ni. i lost my p60 too. dont ask me what p45 and p60 form are.i am also pening nak pahamkan bab2 ni. what i understood is, p45 is what u need to start off ur employment with a new employer so that u will not get emergency taxed. and p60 is what u get at the end of the year when u finished off working with any employer, which showed what PRSI contributions u have paid so far in that particular year. anyway, i hate dealing with this stuff, makes my mind haywire. pening2...
so, i rang Mercy Hospital earlier to ask them whether they still have a copy of my previous p45, which i hope they did. please...ya Allah, please make them have it. the lady who answered the phone said that she would try to find it for me and ring me back if she has that. oh please..please have that form for me...mls nk pk. biar setel cpt2 mslh ni...
i will update later if they found it. mls aa nk pk psl ni. tensen...
one more thing, i lost my p60 too...mane letak eh??tensen...rumah kecik je, tp kertas berlambak...huhu...
updated
got a phone call from that nice lady...thank God she found it. Alhamdulillah...she will send that copy to me by post. yeay...hopefully by sending this form to social welfare office, i will get maternity benefit. byk oo...kalau dpt, boleh dpt basic pay of salary up to 26 weeks after starting leave even though i am on maternity leave n x kije. please pray for me that i'd get it. otherwise, i have to be suffice with hubby's salary. hehe...hubby said that i would get a certain portion from his salary as i am currently jobless now...hehe...bang, 1/4th of your gaji, ok ek??? *wink wink*
Monday, April 27, 2009
ANC
today, marked the 4th time i went for the antenatal clinic appointment. the first ANC i had was when i was 8 weeks pregnant, followed with 12 weeks booking visit on my 2nd appointment. i had my 3rd visit for the anomaly scan sometime at the end of march which shortly followed with meeting with one of the doctors a few days after that.
as for today, i went early to CUMH. we arrived a few minutes before 10am which was just nice for me to check in as the queve took me several minutes before i can sit down waiting to be called. as usual, the waiting room was full with pregnant mothers, husbands, and children. this time, the time seemed to fly fast as i brought along with me an MRCP mcq questions to read while waiting to be called by the nurse.
I was lucky, hubby was on leave this week,thus able to accompany me for this visit. it felt different when my husband was by my side, as if he gave me some motivational support and encouragement to me, even though he did not say so.
after 15 minutes waiting, i was called into one of the rooms by the nurse. got my urine,BP, Hb checked. i was asked general questions about my well-being. so far so good, even though the nurse found a trace of protein in my urine. she send 2nd sample to the lab to recheck on it.
not long after that, i was called again by prof Greene, the consultant to enter the consultation room. so, there i went with my hubby. after brief Q&A session, i was asked to lie down on the bed for a quick scan to look at the baby's growth. so far so good. baby is doing fine, growing well. Doppler was normal, and the growth matched with the estimated due date. Alhamdulilllah. prof Greene told me that the baby is now weighing 1.2 kg, still too small but making a good progress. Alhamdulillah. syukur...
a few minutes after that, we went out of the room with relief in mind. well, this time, it only took us 1 and half hours overall spending time in the clinic. a short one, alhamdulillah. i still remember the last time when i had to spend almost whole day in the clinic, from 10am till 3pm for the check-up. that was crazy. but this time around, we finished early. i thought i could finish at least 20mcqs while waiting, but instead, i only managed to attempt 13 mcqs. hehe...
well, the exam is somehow just around the corner. two weeks from now. i started to have this butterfly in the stomach , worrying about the exam. yesterday, we met Fitri who passed his MRCP part 1 at the second attempt, which is quite impressive. (many more tried more than 3 times to pass the part 1 exam, somebody i heard attempted 7 times before he passed the xm).according to him, he attempted all questions in www.onexamination.com which comprises of more than 2000 mcq questions before the exam. i was like, what???!!! to get 50 mcq questions done in a day was more than ok for me. but 2000 mcqs???means that have to at least do 200mcq starting from now. wow...huhu.i wonder when i can do that...
okayla...penat plak menaip lama2...nak gi makan strudel plak..hehe...till then, wassalam...
as for today, i went early to CUMH. we arrived a few minutes before 10am which was just nice for me to check in as the queve took me several minutes before i can sit down waiting to be called. as usual, the waiting room was full with pregnant mothers, husbands, and children. this time, the time seemed to fly fast as i brought along with me an MRCP mcq questions to read while waiting to be called by the nurse.
I was lucky, hubby was on leave this week,thus able to accompany me for this visit. it felt different when my husband was by my side, as if he gave me some motivational support and encouragement to me, even though he did not say so.
after 15 minutes waiting, i was called into one of the rooms by the nurse. got my urine,BP, Hb checked. i was asked general questions about my well-being. so far so good, even though the nurse found a trace of protein in my urine. she send 2nd sample to the lab to recheck on it.
not long after that, i was called again by prof Greene, the consultant to enter the consultation room. so, there i went with my hubby. after brief Q&A session, i was asked to lie down on the bed for a quick scan to look at the baby's growth. so far so good. baby is doing fine, growing well. Doppler was normal, and the growth matched with the estimated due date. Alhamdulilllah. prof Greene told me that the baby is now weighing 1.2 kg, still too small but making a good progress. Alhamdulillah. syukur...
a few minutes after that, we went out of the room with relief in mind. well, this time, it only took us 1 and half hours overall spending time in the clinic. a short one, alhamdulillah. i still remember the last time when i had to spend almost whole day in the clinic, from 10am till 3pm for the check-up. that was crazy. but this time around, we finished early. i thought i could finish at least 20mcqs while waiting, but instead, i only managed to attempt 13 mcqs. hehe...
well, the exam is somehow just around the corner. two weeks from now. i started to have this butterfly in the stomach , worrying about the exam. yesterday, we met Fitri who passed his MRCP part 1 at the second attempt, which is quite impressive. (many more tried more than 3 times to pass the part 1 exam, somebody i heard attempted 7 times before he passed the xm).according to him, he attempted all questions in www.onexamination.com which comprises of more than 2000 mcq questions before the exam. i was like, what???!!! to get 50 mcq questions done in a day was more than ok for me. but 2000 mcqs???means that have to at least do 200mcq starting from now. wow...huhu.i wonder when i can do that...
okayla...penat plak menaip lama2...nak gi makan strudel plak..hehe...till then, wassalam...
Sunday, April 26, 2009
besday boy's speech
thank you baby and syg.nothing much to say.. as the going getting tougher, let me lend my hand and together we get through those challenges.thank you..
happy birthday my dear...
yesterday was my dear hubby's 27th birthday. we did not do much on his birthday as he as usual, dont like to celebrate his, unlike mine ;p
a day before his birthday, i went for the GP for the OGTT test. blood had to be taken in the morning after 9 hours fasting overnight, and 2 hours after i drank 600mls of Lucozade. so, while waiting for the second blood test to be taken, i went to the mall which happened to be on the same site as the GP practice (the GP is in the heart of cork city). i was too tired to even walk without a proper breakfast, but even so, i still managed to buy a birthday card with a beautiful wording in it for my dear hubby's birthday the next day. also,while i was there, i was attracted to a sweet Me-to-you love frame. so, end up bought it for him. =) (dont buy other things as planned, as hubby ni memang agak choosy sket bab2 brg2 yg die gune. so, will buy sthg else for him when we find something that he likes.)
as it happened, Mas mahady's family dropped by to our house later that evening when hubby was oncall. they brought along with them a yummylicious mousse chocolate cake with them as 'buah tangan'. since many slices was left by the time they got home, i decided to use the same cake for hubby's birthday. beside, hubby is not really a fan of cake. so, hehe... xyah beli kek dah ;p
on the night when the day arrived, we actually got mas mahady's family and shazrul in the house to celebrate my hubby's birthday. at 12 midnight, i gave hubby the card and the present.hubby smiled, and with a happy tone and gaya tersipu-sipu, said that he likes the frame. yeay...
on the actual day of 25/4/09, we did not do much. bgn tdo lambat, pegi jalan2 mall with me too-tired-to-walk and end up stayed in the car while waiting hubby finishing his window shopping. afterwards, went for grocery shopping. did not do much really.
later, when we were home, rose came to collect her things. borak2 as usual, and sent her home after that.
malam tu, nak ajak hubby mkn luar, but hubby was too tired to even drive. so, we stayed home and mkn burger.haha...apekah???but it definitely was better than starving.dua-dua penat.hehe. anyway, we managed to study and answered a few mcq questions before, both of us dozed off on the couch. penat... for myself, xtahu kenape rase sgt penat lately. felt drained. kenape ek?jalan sket, berdiri lama sket dh x larat. sian hubby. layan je la isteri tercinta die ni ;).
anyway, i plan to ask hubby to go for dinner somewhere tonight. sian hubby,nanti kite sambut proper ye dear.
anyway, i want to take this opportunity to wish my wonderful hubby a happy 27th birthday. may Allah grant all your du'as. i love u soo much, my dear.
err,i forgot, baby also want to say something to ayah...baby said (ni ibu translate):
selamat hari lahir ayah. terima kasih ayah sbb syg baby byk sgt (sampai lebih dr syg ibu and buat ibu jeles), semoga ayah tunggu baby keluar and boleh basuh nappy baby, and berjaga dgn baby bile baby lahir, (and tolong ibu masak jugak bile ibu penat <-- ibu tambah sendiri). baby syg ayah (dan syg ibu jugak <-- ibu tambah sendiri lagi). =) =) walaupun ayah selalu cakap kuat2 kat baby kat perut ibu,kacau baby, tekan2 perut ibu utk rase baby gerak, baby tetap syg ayah. (and baby syg abang afnan jugak) selamat hari lahir ayah!!!
okayla...baby dh berucap, thanks to baby sbb celebrate b'day ayah ngan ibu this year...ibu pon has no more to say.
happy birthday sayang! happy birthday ayah!
Thursday, April 23, 2009
refund + OGTT
semalam, sambil2 ke bandar mengepos surat, singgah sekejap di Dunnes Stores utk membeli udang, crab stick, smoked salmon dan timun utk menu makan petang smlm iaitu sushi. tiba2 teringin nak makan sushi. tak tahu kenapa, kebelakangan ini, asyik memikirkan psl mknn saje. lepas satu, satu. asyik nk mkn....
usai membayar di counter, terdetik di hati kenapa mahal benar harga semua brg2 yg dibeli td. dijangkakan kurang daripada 10 euros, tetapi bila dibayar, harga total utk semua barang adalah 11 euros. bila diteliti resit pembayaran, rupa-rupanya ada kesilapan. udang yg sepatutnya separuh harga kepada 2.50 eur, tetapi dicharge harga asal iaitu 5 euros.
di counter customer service, barang di check kembali harga dan menyedari kesilapan di pihak mereka, bukan sahaja 2.50eur extra price-charged dikembalikan, tetapi sebaliknya, 5 euros dikembalikan beserta dgn udang sekali. kiranya, udang dapat free tanpa dikenakan sebarang bayaran. untungnya..
sebenarnya, sudah bebarapa kali kejadian seumpama ini terjadi kepada kami. yg bestnya, policy perniagaan di sini, sekiranya salah charge harga di pihak mereka,mereka bukan sahaja mengembalikan duit kami, tetapi kami dibagi harga bayaran penuh yg dibayar beserta dgn barang, seolah2 barang yg dibeli adalah free. tanpa sbrg bayaran dikenakan utk barang, kerana kesilapan di pihak mereka.
alangkah baiknya jika policy yg sama diguna-pakai di Malaysia..
bila suami diberitahu ttg apa yg terjadi, suami bertanya balik, 'laa...apasal awak x pegi amik udang satu lagi??sure dapat free'.hehe...
ada-ada aje idea suami, katanya, 'apa kata esok sy pegi beli udang satu lagi?? kalau diorg salah harga lagi, bleh dpt udang free'. suamiku suamiku...hehe...
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hari ini pula, selepas appointment dibuat dgn GP, ujian darah akan diambil utk OGTT (oral glucose tolerance test) pagi ini. dari 12 malam smlm berpuasa, perut loya bukan main pagi ini sbb kosong. sudah kebiasaan, waktu2 pagi begini mmg perlu utk aku menjamah sedikit makanan bagi mengelakkan perut kosong dan drpd empty retching yg mengakibatkan muntah di pagi hari. akibat berpuasa dr smlm, pg ini, aku sudah muntah sekali. tak sabarnya nakgi jumpe GP utk diambil darah. kalaulah aku ada botol darah, jarum, syringe sendiri, sudah lama aku amek darah sendiri...haha...dah diri-sendiri doktor, amek darah ni pekerjaan rutin. wajib amek darah setiap hari kalau bekerja di hospital...
harap2nya aku tak adalah Pre-gestational/gestational diabetes.
sebenarnya, ujian ini disarankan oleh Prof Greene, consultant obstetrician, ketika kali pertama aku berjumpa dengannya pd 12 minggu umur kandunganku. katanya, sbb baby afnan kecil, dgn berat yg hanya 2.88 kg, walaupun itu mungkin disebabkan oleh keturunan dan bangsa Asia, beliau berpendapat, mungkin juga kandunganku dulu mati disebabkan IUGR (inta-uterine growth retardation). sebagai langkah awal, penting bagi aku utk membuat OGTT test ini utk meng'outrule' diabetes sebagai salah satu faktor punca kpd apa yg telah terjadi.
jadinya, itu sebab aku kene jalani ujian OGTT hari ini. argh...x sabarnya nak gi antenatal check up isnin depan. nak scan tgk baby sekali lagi...
p.s:yaAllah, susahnya nak tulis dlm bahasa melayu formal,penat cari perkataan sesuai, haha
usai membayar di counter, terdetik di hati kenapa mahal benar harga semua brg2 yg dibeli td. dijangkakan kurang daripada 10 euros, tetapi bila dibayar, harga total utk semua barang adalah 11 euros. bila diteliti resit pembayaran, rupa-rupanya ada kesilapan. udang yg sepatutnya separuh harga kepada 2.50 eur, tetapi dicharge harga asal iaitu 5 euros.
di counter customer service, barang di check kembali harga dan menyedari kesilapan di pihak mereka, bukan sahaja 2.50eur extra price-charged dikembalikan, tetapi sebaliknya, 5 euros dikembalikan beserta dgn udang sekali. kiranya, udang dapat free tanpa dikenakan sebarang bayaran. untungnya..
sebenarnya, sudah bebarapa kali kejadian seumpama ini terjadi kepada kami. yg bestnya, policy perniagaan di sini, sekiranya salah charge harga di pihak mereka,mereka bukan sahaja mengembalikan duit kami, tetapi kami dibagi harga bayaran penuh yg dibayar beserta dgn barang, seolah2 barang yg dibeli adalah free. tanpa sbrg bayaran dikenakan utk barang, kerana kesilapan di pihak mereka.
alangkah baiknya jika policy yg sama diguna-pakai di Malaysia..
bila suami diberitahu ttg apa yg terjadi, suami bertanya balik, 'laa...apasal awak x pegi amik udang satu lagi??sure dapat free'.hehe...
ada-ada aje idea suami, katanya, 'apa kata esok sy pegi beli udang satu lagi?? kalau diorg salah harga lagi, bleh dpt udang free'. suamiku suamiku...hehe...
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hari ini pula, selepas appointment dibuat dgn GP, ujian darah akan diambil utk OGTT (oral glucose tolerance test) pagi ini. dari 12 malam smlm berpuasa, perut loya bukan main pagi ini sbb kosong. sudah kebiasaan, waktu2 pagi begini mmg perlu utk aku menjamah sedikit makanan bagi mengelakkan perut kosong dan drpd empty retching yg mengakibatkan muntah di pagi hari. akibat berpuasa dr smlm, pg ini, aku sudah muntah sekali. tak sabarnya nakgi jumpe GP utk diambil darah. kalaulah aku ada botol darah, jarum, syringe sendiri, sudah lama aku amek darah sendiri...haha...dah diri-sendiri doktor, amek darah ni pekerjaan rutin. wajib amek darah setiap hari kalau bekerja di hospital...
harap2nya aku tak adalah Pre-gestational/gestational diabetes.
sebenarnya, ujian ini disarankan oleh Prof Greene, consultant obstetrician, ketika kali pertama aku berjumpa dengannya pd 12 minggu umur kandunganku. katanya, sbb baby afnan kecil, dgn berat yg hanya 2.88 kg, walaupun itu mungkin disebabkan oleh keturunan dan bangsa Asia, beliau berpendapat, mungkin juga kandunganku dulu mati disebabkan IUGR (inta-uterine growth retardation). sebagai langkah awal, penting bagi aku utk membuat OGTT test ini utk meng'outrule' diabetes sebagai salah satu faktor punca kpd apa yg telah terjadi.
jadinya, itu sebab aku kene jalani ujian OGTT hari ini. argh...x sabarnya nak gi antenatal check up isnin depan. nak scan tgk baby sekali lagi...
p.s:yaAllah, susahnya nak tulis dlm bahasa melayu formal,penat cari perkataan sesuai, haha
Wednesday, April 22, 2009
first email dr hubby ;p
this was the first ever email i received from puden, well, mase tu x kenal pon betul2 lagi tuan empunya badan yg bernama Muhammad Saifuddin bin Zanial ni. iyelah, mase tu baru 2 bulan di bumi cork yg terchenta ini. baru nak kenal kawan2,akak2 dan abang2 yg ade kat cork ni. i received this email on 14 th of November 2002, as a reply after i sent out email to MCS (Muslim Cultural Society) members regarding Fiqh talk that was held sometime around that time. well, i was a vice secretary of MCS at that time. ala...nama je secretary, tak buat kije pon sgt ;p.
hehe...the funniest thing was, as i recall,i was told by a friend of mine, feeza that he had mistakenly sent this email to her first, and later found out that he got the wrong fiza. =) hehe... so, i actually received this email after his second attempt of emailing me. kelakar. haha...i always laugh out loud, well, giggling at this moment as i recalled this sweetest moment of receiving his email, walaupun saya jual mahal dulu after that ;p. this email however always bring a broad smile to my face. i think i'm going to keep this email and show it to my child/ren, and after that, to my grandchildren nanti...hehe, saje nak kenakan ayah/atok die. hehe
ok x idea ni bang??? =p =p
hehe...the funniest thing was, as i recall,i was told by a friend of mine, feeza that he had mistakenly sent this email to her first, and later found out that he got the wrong fiza. =) hehe... so, i actually received this email after his second attempt of emailing me. kelakar. haha...i always laugh out loud, well, giggling at this moment as i recalled this sweetest moment of receiving his email, walaupun saya jual mahal dulu after that ;p. this email however always bring a broad smile to my face. i think i'm going to keep this email and show it to my child/ren, and after that, to my grandchildren nanti...hehe, saje nak kenakan ayah/atok die. hehe
ok x idea ni bang??? =p =p
~assalamualaikum Fiza,
i know that this will sound weird to you but for me,i
can't resist myself from saying it and to even at one
limit nak tergelak je rasernye..
kiter tak kenal satu sama lain...tapi Puden nak tanya
satu soalan boleh...are u available??hehehe...abaikan
soalan ni kalau Fiza rasa tak senang....mungkin belum
masanyer lagi kot...anyway...i'm hoping to know u
further...hehehee...wassalam
maaf...tak berniat nak kacau Fiza...cuma
tertanya-tanya.that's all...
14/11/02 10.23pm~
bunga hari lahir...
bunga rose merah, sebagai tanda kasih, seorang suami kepada isteri.
diberi pada hari lahir si isteri, hingga kini, hampir sebulan mekar di dalam pasu bunga, masih lagi mekar merah tanda kasih yg sentiasa berseri di hati...
p/s: 25/3 sehingga 21/4. bunga ni masih x layu2. thanks hubby for the lovely flowers...
Berpuasa di musim bunga...
aku masih berbaki puasa 2 hari yg mesti digantikan sebelum tibanya bulan Ramadhan tahun ini. sebaiknya, aku menggantikan puasa di musim sejuk agar tidak terasa begitu kepenatan seperti skrg. namun, dek kerana lupa dan sikap melengah-lengahkan, ku tunda puasa gantiku berbaki sampai sekarang.
penat sungguh berpuasa di musim bunga. hari ini hari pertama aku berpuasa ganti. kiranya aku masih ada sehari lagi puasa utk kugantikan. insyaAllah, akan ku laksanakan secepat mungkin, mungkin esok barangkali. syukur juga, puasa-puasa ganti yg berbaki utk tahun ini telah ku ganti awal2 di bulan Syawal, hanya tinggal 2 hari yg perlu diganti. sepatutnya ku lunaskan semua puasa di bulan syawal, tetapi slps 6 hari berpuasa di bulan syawal thn lps, terus kulupakan hajat utk habiskan puasa ganti dek kerana nafsu makan bermacam2 spjg bulan syawal. setiapkali hujung minggu, pasti ada jamuan rumah terbuka yg membuatkan aku bertambah leka lantas melengah2kan puasa sampai ke saat ini.
hari ini, puasaku bermula dr pukul 4.25 pagi(subuh) hinggalah 8.45 ptg menjelang maghrib. penat memang terasa,lagi2 bila berbadan dua. selalunya spjg berbadan dua ini,ku amalkan mkn sedikit2 buat tawar dahaga dan lapar, namun, bila puasa dan terpaksa menahan diri dr mkn dan minum, membuatkan aku lapar yg hampir muntah. begitulah selalunya, bila lapar sahaja, terus terasa loya dan akan muntah. alhamdulillah, hari ini aku tidak muntah walaupun loya sepanjang hari. begitu susah utk tidak makan.sdgkan, kawan2 muslimin muslimat di merata negara miskin mampu berlapar dahaga tidak mkn berhari2, aku puasa sehari sudah mengeluh. kubetulkan niat, moga puasa ini diberikan Allah pahala dan berkat. moga melatih aku menjadi org yg lebih sabar,insyaAlah...
jam berdetik berlalu, bila hampir pukul 8 mlm, aku sudah tidak larat. nasib baik aku tidak bekerja. bayangkan kalau bekerja, penatnya pasti tak terkata.ya Allah,begitu peritnya puasa di musim bunga, betul2 melatih diri agak bersabar. sungguh,penat yg x terhingga. kalau dikirakan, tahun ini, kami di Ireland akan berpuasa di bulan ramadan yg jatuh akhir bulan 8 dan awal bulan 9 sementelah hari raya mungkin jatuh pd 20/21 sept. kiranya, makin panjang siang bermaksud makin lamalah jam utk berpuasa.aku berdoa agar kwn2ku di Ireland tabah berpuasa tahun ini. kami mungkin berada di malaysia utk musim berpuasa dan hari raya tahun ini.insyaallah.
aku begitu terasa utk mkn kuih-muih tradisi utk berbuka puasa hari ini. alhamdulilah, dgn resepi yg ringkas, kusiapkan juga kuih bakar ini buat pembasuh mulut selepas berbuka. alhamdulillah...rezeki Allah utk hari ini.
penat sungguh berpuasa di musim bunga. hari ini hari pertama aku berpuasa ganti. kiranya aku masih ada sehari lagi puasa utk kugantikan. insyaAllah, akan ku laksanakan secepat mungkin, mungkin esok barangkali. syukur juga, puasa-puasa ganti yg berbaki utk tahun ini telah ku ganti awal2 di bulan Syawal, hanya tinggal 2 hari yg perlu diganti. sepatutnya ku lunaskan semua puasa di bulan syawal, tetapi slps 6 hari berpuasa di bulan syawal thn lps, terus kulupakan hajat utk habiskan puasa ganti dek kerana nafsu makan bermacam2 spjg bulan syawal. setiapkali hujung minggu, pasti ada jamuan rumah terbuka yg membuatkan aku bertambah leka lantas melengah2kan puasa sampai ke saat ini.
hari ini, puasaku bermula dr pukul 4.25 pagi(subuh) hinggalah 8.45 ptg menjelang maghrib. penat memang terasa,lagi2 bila berbadan dua. selalunya spjg berbadan dua ini,ku amalkan mkn sedikit2 buat tawar dahaga dan lapar, namun, bila puasa dan terpaksa menahan diri dr mkn dan minum, membuatkan aku lapar yg hampir muntah. begitulah selalunya, bila lapar sahaja, terus terasa loya dan akan muntah. alhamdulillah, hari ini aku tidak muntah walaupun loya sepanjang hari. begitu susah utk tidak makan.sdgkan, kawan2 muslimin muslimat di merata negara miskin mampu berlapar dahaga tidak mkn berhari2, aku puasa sehari sudah mengeluh. kubetulkan niat, moga puasa ini diberikan Allah pahala dan berkat. moga melatih aku menjadi org yg lebih sabar,insyaAlah...
jam berdetik berlalu, bila hampir pukul 8 mlm, aku sudah tidak larat. nasib baik aku tidak bekerja. bayangkan kalau bekerja, penatnya pasti tak terkata.ya Allah,begitu peritnya puasa di musim bunga, betul2 melatih diri agak bersabar. sungguh,penat yg x terhingga. kalau dikirakan, tahun ini, kami di Ireland akan berpuasa di bulan ramadan yg jatuh akhir bulan 8 dan awal bulan 9 sementelah hari raya mungkin jatuh pd 20/21 sept. kiranya, makin panjang siang bermaksud makin lamalah jam utk berpuasa.aku berdoa agar kwn2ku di Ireland tabah berpuasa tahun ini. kami mungkin berada di malaysia utk musim berpuasa dan hari raya tahun ini.insyaallah.
aku begitu terasa utk mkn kuih-muih tradisi utk berbuka puasa hari ini. alhamdulilah, dgn resepi yg ringkas, kusiapkan juga kuih bakar ini buat pembasuh mulut selepas berbuka. alhamdulillah...rezeki Allah utk hari ini.
Tuesday, April 21, 2009
survive please....
kenapalah begini jadinya...
semalam, selepas siap memasak dan mengemas rumah, baru teringat yg balang2 ikan aku dah lama tak dibersihkan. rasanya sudah lebih 2 minggu. ikan-ikan kami, Alex dan Ben mesti nyawa2 ikan tinggal di dalam balang yang berkelodak itu. jadi, aku berkeputusan utk membersihkan balang2 tersebut.
setelah memindahkan ikan2 tersebut ke dalam periuk buat sementara waktu sblm aku membersihkan balang2 mereka, aku kemudiannya terlupa utk membersihkan balang2 mereka disebabkan terlalu asyik menggunakan internet. jadi, tinggallah alex & ben di dalam periuk yg sama. utk pengetahuan, asal2 dulu kami hanya ada Alex, tetapi memikirkan Alex yg mungkin kesunyian tinggal seorg di dalam balang, kami mencarikan teman hidup utk Alex, yg dinamakan Ben. tetapi kami salah memilih rupanya, mungkin Ben juga ikan jantan, mereka menjadi teman lawan. asyik bergusti, gigit-menggigit antara satu sama lain di dalam balang. Alex lebih pasif, sedangkan Ben terlalu agresif. Ben selalu memulakan perbalahan di antara mereka. ben jugalah yg selalu mengejar dan menggigit Alex semasa mereka berada di dlm balang yg sama. melihat casualty yg telah menimpa Alex, kami membuat keputusan utk memisahkan mereka ke dlm balang yg berbeza.
semalam, akibat terlalu asyik menggunakan internet aku terlupa utk mengasingkan mereka ke dlm balang masing2. akibatnya, tak lama kemudian, bila aku teringat kembali akan mereka, ku lihat mereka sudah saling gigit-menggigit antara satu sama lain. yg kelakarnya, beberapa saat yg pertama, mereka x dapat dipisahkan. mulut Alex terlekat pada mulut Ben. mereka bergaduh,sampai susah utk dileraikan. err...bila difikirkan kembali, mungkinkah mereka bercium???nay...tidak mungkin!hehe...takkan gay pulak ikan2 aku ni...
akibatnya, setelah 'pegangan-mulut' mereka terlerai, aku terus memasukkan Ben ke dalaam balangnya yg telah dibasuh. ku biarkan Alex hidup aman buat sementara waktu di dlm periuk tu stlh aku memindahkan Ben. er,sebenarnya, balang Alex belum dibasuh, terlalu kotor. jadi aku biarkan dulu dan kembali kepada pekerjaan asal yg aku lakukan sebelum itu.
tinggallah Alex dan ben berjauhan. pagi tadi, aku masih belum menukar Alex ke dlm balangnya sampai ke petang. hajat di hati, mungkin malam ini kubasuh balangnya sblm memindahkannya ke tempatnya yg asal. tapi tak kusangka malang tidak berbau. sekembalinya kami dari bandar pd waktu petangnya, hubby dgn tidak malunys ;p meminta aaku mengisikan soto ke dlm mangkuk buat dinner. kebetulan periuk yg mengisikan Alex berdekatan dgn kuah soto di atas dapur. semasa mengisikan kuah soto ke dlm mangkuk, sedikit kuah soto jatuh ke baju dan ke lantai. risau memikirkan seluarku juga mungkin kotor terkena kuah, aku memandang bwh melihat seluar. tak kusangka...bukan seluar yg menjadi perhatian, sebaliknya Alex yg terlantar kekeringan di atas lantai.
terus aku menjerit, 'abang!!! tgk ni!!!' suamiku terkejut melihat aku yg melompat2 tanpa tujuan. hubby dtg dekat dan mengambil Alex di atas lantai.rupa2nya alex melompat dr periuk jatuh ke lantai. dlm terkejut, ku fikirkan Alex sudah mati. Alex kering dan x begerak2 lagi semasa di atas lantai. sedih aku melihat. tanpa membuang masa, dgn kesedihan yg ketara, kusuruh hubby membuang Alex ke dlm tong sampah. tak sanggup ku lihat Alex mati di depan mata lama2...
tapi hubby buat sebaliknya. diletakkan Alex kembali kedalam periuk sementara Alex. kusangka mati,Alex terapung-apung. namun x lama kemudian, Alex membuat buih2 air yg keluar dr insangnya. ku tanya hubby, Alex hidup lagi kah. hubby cakap, 'mcm hidup lagi, tapi mungkin suffer from brain damage sbb hypoxia kekurangan oxygen sms terlantar di atas lantai'. ku pasrah...
namun x lama kemudian, Alex makin menunjukkan recovery. response kepada pergerakan air membuatkan Alex bergerak sedikit demi sedikit. mula2 terapung, tetapi kemudiannya mampu berenang kembali slps diransang dgn pergerakan air. aku terharu, dan bersyukur.
hubby bagitahu, 'biarkan Alex buat sementara waktu. Alex mungkin masih lemah dan memrlukan waktu utk kembali seperti dulu. Alex mungkin suffer from brain damage too ;p'.
hehe...aku mendoakan agar Alex kembali sembuh. tak sanggup kehilangan Alex. setelah setahun lebih bersama kami, aku mengharapkan pengakhirannya bukan semacam ini. Alex, hiduplah...survive for me, please....
p/s: adakah masih ada harapan di hujung perjalanan??ya Allah, hanya Engkau tempat kami memohon, Engkau yg menghidupkan dan Mematikan... hidupkan ikan aku ya Allah...
updated
Alex is pronounced dead at 21.52pm 20/4/09, half an hour after the injury.
no movement noted, no pulse, no sign of respiration, no corneal reflex, and no response to pain. (cam x pronounce org mati je).sedih =(
Ben surely misses Alex after this. dah xde teman gaduh.
hubby kata nak goreng Alex. nehihe..taknak...biarla Alex bersemadi dgn aman. huhu...
Alex pergi dan takkan kembali... Innalillahi wainna ilaihi Roji'un...
semalam, selepas siap memasak dan mengemas rumah, baru teringat yg balang2 ikan aku dah lama tak dibersihkan. rasanya sudah lebih 2 minggu. ikan-ikan kami, Alex dan Ben mesti nyawa2 ikan tinggal di dalam balang yang berkelodak itu. jadi, aku berkeputusan utk membersihkan balang2 tersebut.
setelah memindahkan ikan2 tersebut ke dalam periuk buat sementara waktu sblm aku membersihkan balang2 mereka, aku kemudiannya terlupa utk membersihkan balang2 mereka disebabkan terlalu asyik menggunakan internet. jadi, tinggallah alex & ben di dalam periuk yg sama. utk pengetahuan, asal2 dulu kami hanya ada Alex, tetapi memikirkan Alex yg mungkin kesunyian tinggal seorg di dalam balang, kami mencarikan teman hidup utk Alex, yg dinamakan Ben. tetapi kami salah memilih rupanya, mungkin Ben juga ikan jantan, mereka menjadi teman lawan. asyik bergusti, gigit-menggigit antara satu sama lain di dalam balang. Alex lebih pasif, sedangkan Ben terlalu agresif. Ben selalu memulakan perbalahan di antara mereka. ben jugalah yg selalu mengejar dan menggigit Alex semasa mereka berada di dlm balang yg sama. melihat casualty yg telah menimpa Alex, kami membuat keputusan utk memisahkan mereka ke dlm balang yg berbeza.
semalam, akibat terlalu asyik menggunakan internet aku terlupa utk mengasingkan mereka ke dlm balang masing2. akibatnya, tak lama kemudian, bila aku teringat kembali akan mereka, ku lihat mereka sudah saling gigit-menggigit antara satu sama lain. yg kelakarnya, beberapa saat yg pertama, mereka x dapat dipisahkan. mulut Alex terlekat pada mulut Ben. mereka bergaduh,sampai susah utk dileraikan. err...bila difikirkan kembali, mungkinkah mereka bercium???nay...tidak mungkin!hehe...takkan gay pulak ikan2 aku ni...
akibatnya, setelah 'pegangan-mulut' mereka terlerai, aku terus memasukkan Ben ke dalaam balangnya yg telah dibasuh. ku biarkan Alex hidup aman buat sementara waktu di dlm periuk tu stlh aku memindahkan Ben. er,sebenarnya, balang Alex belum dibasuh, terlalu kotor. jadi aku biarkan dulu dan kembali kepada pekerjaan asal yg aku lakukan sebelum itu.
tinggallah Alex dan ben berjauhan. pagi tadi, aku masih belum menukar Alex ke dlm balangnya sampai ke petang. hajat di hati, mungkin malam ini kubasuh balangnya sblm memindahkannya ke tempatnya yg asal. tapi tak kusangka malang tidak berbau. sekembalinya kami dari bandar pd waktu petangnya, hubby dgn tidak malunys ;p meminta aaku mengisikan soto ke dlm mangkuk buat dinner. kebetulan periuk yg mengisikan Alex berdekatan dgn kuah soto di atas dapur. semasa mengisikan kuah soto ke dlm mangkuk, sedikit kuah soto jatuh ke baju dan ke lantai. risau memikirkan seluarku juga mungkin kotor terkena kuah, aku memandang bwh melihat seluar. tak kusangka...bukan seluar yg menjadi perhatian, sebaliknya Alex yg terlantar kekeringan di atas lantai.
terus aku menjerit, 'abang!!! tgk ni!!!' suamiku terkejut melihat aku yg melompat2 tanpa tujuan. hubby dtg dekat dan mengambil Alex di atas lantai.rupa2nya alex melompat dr periuk jatuh ke lantai. dlm terkejut, ku fikirkan Alex sudah mati. Alex kering dan x begerak2 lagi semasa di atas lantai. sedih aku melihat. tanpa membuang masa, dgn kesedihan yg ketara, kusuruh hubby membuang Alex ke dlm tong sampah. tak sanggup ku lihat Alex mati di depan mata lama2...
tapi hubby buat sebaliknya. diletakkan Alex kembali kedalam periuk sementara Alex. kusangka mati,Alex terapung-apung. namun x lama kemudian, Alex membuat buih2 air yg keluar dr insangnya. ku tanya hubby, Alex hidup lagi kah. hubby cakap, 'mcm hidup lagi, tapi mungkin suffer from brain damage sbb hypoxia kekurangan oxygen sms terlantar di atas lantai'. ku pasrah...
namun x lama kemudian, Alex makin menunjukkan recovery. response kepada pergerakan air membuatkan Alex bergerak sedikit demi sedikit. mula2 terapung, tetapi kemudiannya mampu berenang kembali slps diransang dgn pergerakan air. aku terharu, dan bersyukur.
hubby bagitahu, 'biarkan Alex buat sementara waktu. Alex mungkin masih lemah dan memrlukan waktu utk kembali seperti dulu. Alex mungkin suffer from brain damage too ;p'.
hehe...aku mendoakan agar Alex kembali sembuh. tak sanggup kehilangan Alex. setelah setahun lebih bersama kami, aku mengharapkan pengakhirannya bukan semacam ini. Alex, hiduplah...survive for me, please....
p/s: adakah masih ada harapan di hujung perjalanan??ya Allah, hanya Engkau tempat kami memohon, Engkau yg menghidupkan dan Mematikan... hidupkan ikan aku ya Allah...
updated
Alex is pronounced dead at 21.52pm 20/4/09, half an hour after the injury.
no movement noted, no pulse, no sign of respiration, no corneal reflex, and no response to pain. (cam x pronounce org mati je).sedih =(
Ben surely misses Alex after this. dah xde teman gaduh.
hubby kata nak goreng Alex. nehihe..taknak...biarla Alex bersemadi dgn aman. huhu...
Alex pergi dan takkan kembali... Innalillahi wainna ilaihi Roji'un...
Monday, April 20, 2009
Tahniah...
alhamdulillah...
asyik2 dapat berita org pregnant je kebelakangan ni.
mula2 dapat tahu kwn2 akak2 kat cork n dublin pregnant. K.atie, kak leia, k.intan...semua dlm tempoh july/august jugak.
lepas tu, dapat tahu Najmie pon pregnant, due sometime in November. happy for her =). and tak lama lepas tu, dapat tahu Asma', adik junior pon pregnant. due end of October..
tak habis lagi dpt berita gembira, lps tu dapat tahu pulak my best friend, Tina pon pregnant for her second child. due pon same lebih kurang Najmie. Alhamdulillah...syukur.
Semoga makin ramai mujahid/mujahidah di bumi Allah ini, insyaAllah...
kepada yg membaca especially Najmie and Tina, tahniah!!! =) =) i'm happy for all of you.
p/s: doakan adik Afnan selamat ye semua...semoga doa kalian diperkenankan.Amin
asyik2 dapat berita org pregnant je kebelakangan ni.
mula2 dapat tahu kwn2 akak2 kat cork n dublin pregnant. K.atie, kak leia, k.intan...semua dlm tempoh july/august jugak.
lepas tu, dapat tahu Najmie pon pregnant, due sometime in November. happy for her =). and tak lama lepas tu, dapat tahu Asma', adik junior pon pregnant. due end of October..
tak habis lagi dpt berita gembira, lps tu dapat tahu pulak my best friend, Tina pon pregnant for her second child. due pon same lebih kurang Najmie. Alhamdulillah...syukur.
Semoga makin ramai mujahid/mujahidah di bumi Allah ini, insyaAllah...
kepada yg membaca especially Najmie and Tina, tahniah!!! =) =) i'm happy for all of you.
p/s: doakan adik Afnan selamat ye semua...semoga doa kalian diperkenankan.Amin
Sunday, April 19, 2009
Fitzgerald Park revisited...
all tulips are blooming...
TULIPS (POEM)
By Silvana Krculic
If I was a Tulip
And you were wind's-wings,
I would not count
My broken dreams,
But bless the coming spring.
I would be happy
To know that you would
Touch my face
When the sun sets in.
I would feel you in full force,
Gently from within.
You would come to me
Each day-
Again to disappear,
But when the sun's-rays
Touch at noon-
Again I would feel you near.
I would let you see me
In colors-
Pink, yellow and red.
You'd find me blooming
By the riverbed
Or, down in the valley
By the little creek,
To make proud
The water falls,
To make you feel meek.
But strong winds
Of late May
Again could make me weak.
My petals scattered
On the ground
And gone in a week.
But I will come again
To let you see...
Life is but a circle,
I will bloom
Again next spring:
Isn't it a miracle?
Thursday, April 16, 2009
Insurance
Alhamdulillah...
semalam, komputer hubby yg rosak yg berjaya dibaiki telah dipulangkan oleh syarikat insurans. Alhamdulillah, syukur padaMu ya Allah. tambah2 bersyukur kerana kerosakan kali ini pun tak perlu dibayar excess cover. Alhamdulillah sekali lagi.
kali ini, kali ke tiga claim dibuat disebabkan accidental damage.
kali pertama, bila TV toshiba Regza 37" rosak bile pecah LCD screen disebabkan hubby. insurance claim dibuat, dan kami berjaya mendapatkan balik duit harga penuh Tv (tapi kene minus excess cover sbyk 125eur). dgn duit yg dibekalkan insurance company, kami beli tv samsung 32" pula. quality lagi baik,walaupun saiz tv lagi kecil. itupon nasib baik hubby x beli yg 42", kalau x, mane nak letak dgn rumah kami yg kecil ini.
kali kedua insurance claim dibuat, bile my Sony VAio FZ rosak. masa tu memang kesilapan yg x dijangka. mmg computer tu selalu panas bile digunakan. tapi x sangka, kesilapan yg kecil mengakibatkan kerosakan yg besar. kejadian berlaku bile computer digunakan di bilik tidur, saje2 letak atas duvet slps penat memangku komputer di riba. tiba2 komputer mati dan x dpt switch on. salah sy.yg sedihnye, computer sony tu dah lebih setahun warranty. kalau dihantar ke sony centre pon, tentu mahal kene bayar utk dibaiki. Alhamdulillah, bile dihantar utk diassess damage by insurance company, kami dibagitahu yg computer fan had melted due to extreme oveheating. and they repaired the computer without any excess cover need to be paid (since hubby specifically put 'sony vaio' as one of the items that needs to be insured).
dan kali ini, kali ketiga insurance di claim (within a year, hubby dh risau, premium insurance tahun dpn sure naik berkali ganda ;p luckily we wont be here next year). computer hubby rosak disebabkan saya (again!)...heheh. kesilapan yg betul2 x disengajakan. dahla berlaku kat computer FZ sony vaio yg hubby syg. ape yg berlaku, (betul2 x sengaja tau bang ;p), bile sy tgh melipat wayar komputer, and the square box of the wire (ape ntah org panggil bende tu) hit the screen. pecah LCD screen hubby. sedih x terkira. dah takut2 nak bagitau hubby. tapi alhamdulillah,bile dibagitahu, x kene marah pulak.legaa.hehe...bile hantar laptop ke insurance company (claimed as accidental damage), alhamdulillah, they repaired the broken LCD (withou having to pay for excess cover). now, hubby is very happy and delighted with the bright new LCD screen on his laptop. looks new...
this time around, hubby dh warn awal2... ' awak jgn rosakkan ape2 lagi. computer dgn awak mmg akan selalu cepat rosak ;p. insurance x nak cover dah kalau computer sony rosak lagi**' hehe..i promise abang, insyaAllah..
*hubby received a letter a few days ago informing us that the insurance company will no longer insure our sony vaio computer.*
p/s::: insurance company pon xnak rugi kot. asyik rosak je komputer kitorang.heheh.
semalam, komputer hubby yg rosak yg berjaya dibaiki telah dipulangkan oleh syarikat insurans. Alhamdulillah, syukur padaMu ya Allah. tambah2 bersyukur kerana kerosakan kali ini pun tak perlu dibayar excess cover. Alhamdulillah sekali lagi.
kali ini, kali ke tiga claim dibuat disebabkan accidental damage.
kali pertama, bila TV toshiba Regza 37" rosak bile pecah LCD screen disebabkan hubby. insurance claim dibuat, dan kami berjaya mendapatkan balik duit harga penuh Tv (tapi kene minus excess cover sbyk 125eur). dgn duit yg dibekalkan insurance company, kami beli tv samsung 32" pula. quality lagi baik,walaupun saiz tv lagi kecil. itupon nasib baik hubby x beli yg 42", kalau x, mane nak letak dgn rumah kami yg kecil ini.
kali kedua insurance claim dibuat, bile my Sony VAio FZ rosak. masa tu memang kesilapan yg x dijangka. mmg computer tu selalu panas bile digunakan. tapi x sangka, kesilapan yg kecil mengakibatkan kerosakan yg besar. kejadian berlaku bile computer digunakan di bilik tidur, saje2 letak atas duvet slps penat memangku komputer di riba. tiba2 komputer mati dan x dpt switch on. salah sy.yg sedihnye, computer sony tu dah lebih setahun warranty. kalau dihantar ke sony centre pon, tentu mahal kene bayar utk dibaiki. Alhamdulillah, bile dihantar utk diassess damage by insurance company, kami dibagitahu yg computer fan had melted due to extreme oveheating. and they repaired the computer without any excess cover need to be paid (since hubby specifically put 'sony vaio' as one of the items that needs to be insured).
dan kali ini, kali ketiga insurance di claim (within a year, hubby dh risau, premium insurance tahun dpn sure naik berkali ganda ;p luckily we wont be here next year). computer hubby rosak disebabkan saya (again!)...heheh. kesilapan yg betul2 x disengajakan. dahla berlaku kat computer FZ sony vaio yg hubby syg. ape yg berlaku, (betul2 x sengaja tau bang ;p), bile sy tgh melipat wayar komputer, and the square box of the wire (ape ntah org panggil bende tu) hit the screen. pecah LCD screen hubby. sedih x terkira. dah takut2 nak bagitau hubby. tapi alhamdulillah,bile dibagitahu, x kene marah pulak.legaa.hehe...bile hantar laptop ke insurance company (claimed as accidental damage), alhamdulillah, they repaired the broken LCD (withou having to pay for excess cover). now, hubby is very happy and delighted with the bright new LCD screen on his laptop. looks new...
this time around, hubby dh warn awal2... ' awak jgn rosakkan ape2 lagi. computer dgn awak mmg akan selalu cepat rosak ;p. insurance x nak cover dah kalau computer sony rosak lagi**' hehe..i promise abang, insyaAllah..
*hubby received a letter a few days ago informing us that the insurance company will no longer insure our sony vaio computer.*
p/s::: insurance company pon xnak rugi kot. asyik rosak je komputer kitorang.heheh.
Goreng Pisang 2
Bahan-bahan ( 5 orang makan )
7 biji pisang siam/nangka
1 1/2 cawan tepong gandum
1 1/2 cawan air
1/2 sudu teh garam
1 sudu teh kunyit serbuk
3 sudu besar minyak masak
Minyak masak secukupnya untuk menggoreng
Cara-cara 1.Pisang di potong serong-serong. Biar potongan tu nampak cantik dan kecil-kecil.. 2.Bancuh adunan tepong, garam, serbuk kunyit, air dan minyak masak. Bila dah sekata, masukan pisang sedikit demi sedikit, cukup untuk sekali gorengan. 3.Panaskan minyak secukupnya untuk mengoreng pisang kita tu..dan mula lah mengoreng macam biasa.. 4.Bila dah kekuningan, angkat. Siap untuk di hidangkan..sabar..tunggu suam sedikit baru boleh makan..
arini makan petang mkn pisang goreng lagi. try resepi kat atas pulak.
simple compared to yesterday's recipe. hubby jd judge, which one is crunchier, today's goreng pisang or yesterday...and hubby decide...jeng jeng jeng...
yg arini punya. lagi simple dan lagi rangup. mcm ni boleh buat selalu lah... =)
7 biji pisang siam/nangka
1 1/2 cawan tepong gandum
1 1/2 cawan air
1/2 sudu teh garam
1 sudu teh kunyit serbuk
3 sudu besar minyak masak
Minyak masak secukupnya untuk menggoreng
Cara-cara 1.Pisang di potong serong-serong. Biar potongan tu nampak cantik dan kecil-kecil.. 2.Bancuh adunan tepong, garam, serbuk kunyit, air dan minyak masak. Bila dah sekata, masukan pisang sedikit demi sedikit, cukup untuk sekali gorengan. 3.Panaskan minyak secukupnya untuk mengoreng pisang kita tu..dan mula lah mengoreng macam biasa.. 4.Bila dah kekuningan, angkat. Siap untuk di hidangkan..sabar..tunggu suam sedikit baru boleh makan..
arini makan petang mkn pisang goreng lagi. try resepi kat atas pulak.
simple compared to yesterday's recipe. hubby jd judge, which one is crunchier, today's goreng pisang or yesterday...and hubby decide...jeng jeng jeng...
yg arini punya. lagi simple dan lagi rangup. mcm ni boleh buat selalu lah... =)
Wednesday, April 15, 2009
Goreng Pisang...
asyik kepingin nak mkn je lately. nak mkn inilah, itulah.
hubby plak kepingin nk mkn ubi goreng sjk balik dr Belfast aritu.
so, bersama hubby, kami beli pisang dan ubi td kat Tesco. hajat di hati nak buat pisang dan ubi goreng.
tapi, serbuk goreng pisang pulak sudah abes.adoi...
tgk website tu, website ni, nak cari ramuan utk rempah utk goreng pisang. lastly,i came accross this blog: www.mekarmewangi.blogspot.com.
so, tryla resepi K.Jo utk ramuan goreng pisang/ubi.
Bahan:
1 cwn tepung beras
1/3 cwn tepung naik sendiri
1 sk garam
3/4 cwn air sejuk
2 sb tepung jagung
serbuk kunyit
Cara:
masukkan semua bahan dlm mangkuk besar, kacau dengan garpu. panaskkan minyak. celup pisang dalam bancuhan tepung. masak pisang hingga perang.
bile dh masak, hidang utk hubby. x sangka laku plak. iyelah, dah lama x mkn ubi/pisang goreng. hubby pulak sambil mkn, sambil tgk Liverpool lwn Chelsea kat tv. seronok la tgk die mkn. selalunya, tunggu mknn sejuk suam sikit, baru die mkn. td, pisang/ubi goreng pns2 terus masuk mulut.berselera nampak die mkn. sy pon hepi =)
not bad la resepi kat atas. walaupun sy masih berharap yg goreng pisang/ubi tu boleh lebih rangup lagi. tapi, okayla... not bad at all...
hubby plak kepingin nk mkn ubi goreng sjk balik dr Belfast aritu.
so, bersama hubby, kami beli pisang dan ubi td kat Tesco. hajat di hati nak buat pisang dan ubi goreng.
tapi, serbuk goreng pisang pulak sudah abes.adoi...
tgk website tu, website ni, nak cari ramuan utk rempah utk goreng pisang. lastly,i came accross this blog: www.mekarmewangi.blogspot.com.
so, tryla resepi K.Jo utk ramuan goreng pisang/ubi.
Bahan:
1 cwn tepung beras
1/3 cwn tepung naik sendiri
1 sk garam
3/4 cwn air sejuk
2 sb tepung jagung
serbuk kunyit
Cara:
masukkan semua bahan dlm mangkuk besar, kacau dengan garpu. panaskkan minyak. celup pisang dalam bancuhan tepung. masak pisang hingga perang.
bile dh masak, hidang utk hubby. x sangka laku plak. iyelah, dah lama x mkn ubi/pisang goreng. hubby pulak sambil mkn, sambil tgk Liverpool lwn Chelsea kat tv. seronok la tgk die mkn. selalunya, tunggu mknn sejuk suam sikit, baru die mkn. td, pisang/ubi goreng pns2 terus masuk mulut.berselera nampak die mkn. sy pon hepi =)
not bad la resepi kat atas. walaupun sy masih berharap yg goreng pisang/ubi tu boleh lebih rangup lagi. tapi, okayla... not bad at all...
Tuesday, April 14, 2009
food...
i wish i can stop myself thinking about food.
i wish i can stop myself thinking about goreng pisang, murtabak, rojak, mee kari,laksa penang, karipap, other kuih-muih etc.
i wish i have an appetite suppressant with me. my appetite is soo great lately that makes me feel like eating everything. but the problem is, i am too lazy to cook. huhu =(
if only i know how to cook those dishes.
if only i can get all the ingredients for the exotic food that i have in mind.
what's better,if only i have someone who is willing to cook for me. my hubby??er...will u bang?please..hehe..
i wish i can stop myself thinking about goreng pisang, murtabak, rojak, mee kari,laksa penang, karipap, other kuih-muih etc.
i wish i have an appetite suppressant with me. my appetite is soo great lately that makes me feel like eating everything. but the problem is, i am too lazy to cook. huhu =(
if only i know how to cook those dishes.
if only i can get all the ingredients for the exotic food that i have in mind.
what's better,if only i have someone who is willing to cook for me. my hubby??er...will u bang?please..hehe..
Monday, April 13, 2009
Easter Sunday/Monday...
'my Kit-kat easter egg this year...'
selama 6 nak masuk 7 tahun aku kat ireland, now i know the meaning of Easter sunday and Monday. tak pernah nak try tahu ape maksud easter sunday or monday pon sblm ni. yang aku tahu, easter monday=bank holiday. kalau zaman student, bestlah sbb boleh skip clinic/class for a day. xyah attend lecture. kalau zaman kije plak, kalau kene oncall pd easter sunday or monday plak, meaning dapat double pay. with the same load of work, tp dpt gaji 2 kali ganda, sapa x nak? since Irish celebrate easter sunday/monday, diorang selalunya xnak buat oncall time cuti2 mcm ni. kami x kisah je. bukan celebrate pon kalau dok umah...
pg td, tetibe terpk nak tanya hubby, ape maksud Easter sunday/monday. then,
hubby kate, 'bukan hari ni christians percaye hari ni resurrection of jesus ke???' ,
sy plak jawab, 'oo,iye ke???xtahu pon'.hehe...mmg xtahu until today.
pastu, bile bace dlm internet, baru paham kenapa diorg sambut easter sunday and monday. mereka samakan easter sunday=resurrection day. hari mereka percaya nabi isa dihidupkan kembali selepas disalib.
Tarikh easter sunday pulak selalunya jatuh pada akhir March/awal April. mereka pon bergantung pd kalendar bulan utk menentukan tarikh jatuhnya easter. mula2 dulu, christians pon ade mslh utk menentukan bila jatuhnya easter Monday, tapi selepas consensus dicapai, mereka sepakat kata easter Sunday jatuh pd hari Ahad selepas March 21st/selepas bulan mengambang mengikut kelandar bulan. kalau thn ni, easter sunday jatuh pd 12/4/09.
psl easter egg plak, ia adalah cultural element yg diserapkan kedalam agama. mula2 dulu, diorg guna telur ayam yg dihias dgn kaler2 yg menarik utk menyambut easter sunday.tp makin lama, diorg ubah kepada coklat yg berbentuk telur utk digunakan bagi menyambut hari easter.
kalau pegi ke mall/any shops musim2 skrg, banyak coklat berbentuk telur merata2...
selalunya ade chocolate sale after the season is over... dulu2 excited jugak mkn cokelat, tapi skrg, tidak lagi. hehe...asyik mkn coklat je...mana badan x naik...
Sunday, April 12, 2009
Having fun in Funderland...
we had REAL fun today.
hubby and me, gya&hakim satu family, faies&bahij and family, and shikin Mohamad and Oni went there.
not far away,it is situated in Blackrock, just a few minutes drive from cork city.
unluckily, hubby tried so many times to bring home big teddy, but to no avail...sian hubby. takpe syg...
i really enjoyed today... wish everyday is like today!
anyway, good luck to Bahij and Gya for the final med exam. wishing them all the best!
Friday, April 10, 2009
pasang-memasang...
(gambar tgh: hubby proudly present; Quinny Buzz 3 for baby )
hubby telah dipaksa rela utk memasang Quinny Buzz utk mengesan sebarang kecacatan yg ada sblm digunakan oleh baby nanti.Alhamdulillah, based on hubby's inspection, semua lepas piawai yg telah ditetapkan ;p.
dah lps psg buggy, kene la disassemble balik by hubby.hehe....baby 100 hari lagi baru kuar la...kalau x, mane nak simpan buggy baby ni.
hehe....excited tgk buggy baru baby. bie..cepatla kuar. ibu x saba nak tgk baby dlm buggy.hehe
*updated*
damn, i was so shocked looking at the price of Quinny Buzz in M'sia. saje2 nak tgk td, nak survey kat sini or kat M'sia lagi murah.last2, memang terkejut la..
for the pushchair alone, dah RM 2800.
tu tak masuk maxi cosi cabriofix car seat which costs around RM 800.
ish...campur 2-2 tu, dah lebih sebulan gaji. alamatnya, kalau kat m'sia, mmg x belila. kat sini pon, harga lepas convert pun less than that, i mean less than RM 3000 for both of those items. but then, buying in Euro/GBP, xdelah terasa sgt. bayangkan kalau beli ngan gaji yg sket je kat M'sia, mmg xde harapan la beli Quinny Buzz...huhu...
parcel dah sampai...
parcel dh sampai,yeay!
DPD delivery company rang hubby today to collect the item in their office in Cork Airport. wow,cepatnye sampai. we ordered the Quinny pram like 2 days ago, and now, it is already in the house. very very quick delivery. i thought it takes 6 days for them to deliver to our home address, but, within 2 days???dahla we made that order late in the afternoon 7/4 at 4pm.anyway, this is good.very satisfied with the service. thanks Kiddycare.com =)
DPD delivery company rang hubby today to collect the item in their office in Cork Airport. wow,cepatnye sampai. we ordered the Quinny pram like 2 days ago, and now, it is already in the house. very very quick delivery. i thought it takes 6 days for them to deliver to our home address, but, within 2 days???dahla we made that order late in the afternoon 7/4 at 4pm.anyway, this is good.very satisfied with the service. thanks Kiddycare.com =)
Thursday, April 9, 2009
gelenya..
haha...lawak betul rasanya.
semalam, terasa nak bercakap dengan che abah walaupun baru minggu lepas telepon diorg. che citer la psl nisa', baru kebah demam semua. sekarang dah lasak2 balik, x larat nak kejar.hehe.
dari satu citer, ke satu citer. pastu masuk citer psl MokNgoh kat Sungai Sam, Kuala Krai, tetiba je sakit kaki x boleh berjalan. ish...dlm kepala aku dh pk mcm2...takut2 stroke. tapi unlikely, MokNgoh tu aktif sgt.semua kije die buat.
che bagitahu MokNgoh dah pegi klinik swasta, dah dibagi ubat dah. tapi che kate mungkin Mokngoh kene Demam 'gelenya'???hah?demam gelenya???demam pon ade gelenya jugak ke???haha...then, baru aku dapat tangkap maksud che. demam Chikungunya rupanya. hehe...kelakar betul. maybe che susah nak sebut kot.hehe...nak senang menyebut, Demam Gelenya terus...hehe...
anyway, dah bagitahu che suh nasihat MokNgoh gi spital kerajaan. biar thorough examination, bleh rule out anything yg x elok.paham2la org Melayu ni, suka sgt pegi berubat kampung dulu, bomoh situ, bomoh sini, dah melarat, baru nak pegi spital...bahaya..
teringat plak kes satu patient HIV yg terlantar sakit kat hospital di HKB ms sy buat elektif dulu. memang on abdominal examination just by inspection, terang2 nampak patient ade Aortic abdominal Aneurysm. patient HIV, kurus kering je, tapi ade bonjolan kat tgh perut, pulsatile and expansile. bile ditanya kat wife, berapa lama dah ade bonjolan kat perut si suami, si isteri pon cerita la, yg patient tu dh lama ada bonjolan tu, da pi berubat bomoh sana sini, dan dibagitau patient di'buat org ', itula,inila. ish...
tapi mmg by inspection, adelah dlm 7cm or more AAA tu. ish..tapi itulah, patient tu pon dh nazak. mmg x kan buat apa2 pon kalaupun dr awal dah tahu patient tu ada aneurysm. the next day, patient meninggal. tapi mcm xda org pon sedih. mungkin dah mengagak pengakhiran patient IVDU dgn HIV ni adelah kematian. anak2 pon mcm x sedih langsung.
sy yg tgk pulak rasa sedih. kat pesakit. satu pemergian yg tak ditangisi, adakah mungkin bermaksud pesakit ni banyak menimbulkan mslh spjg penghidupan dia??nauzubillah...semoga pesakit, dan kita semua dimatikan dlm Iman...
moral of the story: jgn terlalu percaya bomoh sampai ketepikan perubatan moden. ikhtiar biar kene caranya...usaha+ikhtiar, then tawakkal...
semalam, terasa nak bercakap dengan che abah walaupun baru minggu lepas telepon diorg. che citer la psl nisa', baru kebah demam semua. sekarang dah lasak2 balik, x larat nak kejar.hehe.
dari satu citer, ke satu citer. pastu masuk citer psl MokNgoh kat Sungai Sam, Kuala Krai, tetiba je sakit kaki x boleh berjalan. ish...dlm kepala aku dh pk mcm2...takut2 stroke. tapi unlikely, MokNgoh tu aktif sgt.semua kije die buat.
che bagitahu MokNgoh dah pegi klinik swasta, dah dibagi ubat dah. tapi che kate mungkin Mokngoh kene Demam 'gelenya'???hah?demam gelenya???demam pon ade gelenya jugak ke???haha...then, baru aku dapat tangkap maksud che. demam Chikungunya rupanya. hehe...kelakar betul. maybe che susah nak sebut kot.hehe...nak senang menyebut, Demam Gelenya terus...hehe...
anyway, dah bagitahu che suh nasihat MokNgoh gi spital kerajaan. biar thorough examination, bleh rule out anything yg x elok.paham2la org Melayu ni, suka sgt pegi berubat kampung dulu, bomoh situ, bomoh sini, dah melarat, baru nak pegi spital...bahaya..
teringat plak kes satu patient HIV yg terlantar sakit kat hospital di HKB ms sy buat elektif dulu. memang on abdominal examination just by inspection, terang2 nampak patient ade Aortic abdominal Aneurysm. patient HIV, kurus kering je, tapi ade bonjolan kat tgh perut, pulsatile and expansile. bile ditanya kat wife, berapa lama dah ade bonjolan kat perut si suami, si isteri pon cerita la, yg patient tu dh lama ada bonjolan tu, da pi berubat bomoh sana sini, dan dibagitau patient di'buat org ', itula,inila. ish...
tapi mmg by inspection, adelah dlm 7cm or more AAA tu. ish..tapi itulah, patient tu pon dh nazak. mmg x kan buat apa2 pon kalaupun dr awal dah tahu patient tu ada aneurysm. the next day, patient meninggal. tapi mcm xda org pon sedih. mungkin dah mengagak pengakhiran patient IVDU dgn HIV ni adelah kematian. anak2 pon mcm x sedih langsung.
sy yg tgk pulak rasa sedih. kat pesakit. satu pemergian yg tak ditangisi, adakah mungkin bermaksud pesakit ni banyak menimbulkan mslh spjg penghidupan dia??nauzubillah...semoga pesakit, dan kita semua dimatikan dlm Iman...
moral of the story: jgn terlalu percaya bomoh sampai ketepikan perubatan moden. ikhtiar biar kene caranya...usaha+ikhtiar, then tawakkal...
Wednesday, April 8, 2009
Problem...
aku sebenarnya tgh menghadapi mslh besar ni. pasal cuti...
aku dh mintak cuti study leave 2 minggu, sambung dgn annual leave seminggu, dan maternity leave selepas tu.
dah siap anta semua borang2 tu ke HR minggu sebelum aku cuti.
dan bagitahu SHO team baru juga. tapi aku bagitahu Reg team baru lambat sket, masa week yg aku suppose tukar team. tapi die ok. xde mslh.
masalahnye, the problem arise when she (the Reg) told the HR that i wont be coming to the team because of my leave. and the HR/Medical Manpower Manager is not aware of this. well, this obviously is not my mistake for i have submitted the forms the week before. but then, Reg suruh aku call HR. fair enough. sbb diorg pon short of staffs. so, since hubby tinggalkan borang maternity benefit utk HR isi the week before, aku pon instead of calling them, terus pegi HR utk jumpe medical manpower manager sambil2 amek borang meternity benefit form tu. and he was not there.
aku tunggu, tp die x dtg juga. last2 sekali, makcik secretary die kat sebelah panggil aku. ty kenapa aku nak jumpe Mr Manager. then, aku explained la ape yg aku nak clarify ngan Mr Manager. but then i think she took me wrongly, she rang Mr Manager on the mobile and she explained my condition, though ade part2 yg die salah paham.
then, after the call finished, she told me that i could not take my study leave since the exam falls on during my maternity leave. and i could not do what i wanted/planned to do. but she did not give me other alternatives on how i should do it properly.
i told her, my exam is on 12th may, and i understand that if any NCHD planned to take exam, they are entitled to 2 weeks study leave. and it's mentioned in their Terms and Conditions of employment. and i believe my study leave i plan to take happen during my period of employment, and that means i am still entitled to it.die x puas hati
plak, die kate, i should take my new Consultant's signature for the approval of the leave. but, i explained to her that i am still under the previous consultant, since the week that we should changeover fell on the middle of the week, and on that day i went to see her, was the day i was still under the old consultant. plus, i must submit the form before the week i planned to take my study leave, that was why i asked Dr O Keeffe signature instead. takkanla sbb changeover, aku kene dtg hospital time study leave tu semata2 nak mintak signature consultant baru. cork ngan Galway bukannya dekat. ingat sng nak commute. lagi plak, team baru ok je. i already explained to them.
pastu, die kate, 'takpelah,balik dulu, and nanti diorg call me'. yeah right, until today, nobody called me. yet. pastu, ape aku nak expect, patut aku dtg kije ke x, since aku dah submit form utk cuti aritu. so, aku amek decision, selagi diorg x call aku, selagi tu xde mslh dgn cuti aku. aku teruskan cuti smpai arini. dah seminggu lebih dah cuti.
masalahnye, td bile bgn tido, ade missed call from unknown number. was that call from HR?i wonder. sbb kdg2 depa punye phone x kuar number,tu yg tension. and bleh jd dr M'sia's number juga. and kdg2 ade missed call dr entah sape2 salah nombor.
entahla...tgh x sedap hati ni. nape la mslh ni menimpa aku.
tapi aku determine this time, i need rest for myself, and more importantly for my baby. cukuplah aku sacrifice utk Afnan dulu. kije+oncall until aku 37 weeks. mase tu, aku dok kejar IMC registration, sampai terabai kesihaatan diri sendiri. bile Afnan mati, baru aku menyesall. aku dpt ape yg aku kejar, tp ape yg aku kendong tertinggal jauh ke belakang.
skrg, priority aku is the baby. i love the baby more than the job. and i need support from my hubby. dok jauh dr hubby buat aku betul2 fragile. asyik menangis je. and aku pon x enjoy dgn ape yg aku buat. aku nak baby kali ni sihat, and lahir sbg bayi yg boleh menangis, mcm bayi normal. bukannye senyap sunyi mcm ketika aku lahirkan abang die, bayi lahir tanpa suara. aku taknak pisang berbuah dua kali.kali ni, aku nekad, aku rela sacrifice ape2 shj asal baby dlm kandungan aku ni sihat dan selamat.
kdg2 this thought buat aku pk aku ni selfish, x ingat psl team...tapi bile aku utarakan psl ni kat Hisham and DJ, hisham kate, 'fizah ni terlalu pkkan psl org lain smpaikan lupa kebajikan diri sendiri'.
betul juga, sbb ms Afnan dulu, aku snggup kije susah payah sbb aku risaukan wani+chad penat sbb diorg akan oncall tanpa aku setiap kali. sure penat.dahla rota tu agak kerap. aku pkkan psl org lebih dr aku pkkan psl Afnan ms tu. akhirnye, ape yg jd, baby meninggal taknak tgk muka aku pon ms lahir. maybe sbb aku ignore die selama ni. kebajikan org lain melebihi keperluan baby. last2 sekali, aku yg menyesal. sbb tu, aku xnak ulangi kesalahan yg sama this time. biar ape org pk, my baby comes first.
entahla...sekali pk, aku xnak jd selfish. 2 kali pk, tak kire, baby aku yg utama...
aku dh mintak cuti study leave 2 minggu, sambung dgn annual leave seminggu, dan maternity leave selepas tu.
dah siap anta semua borang2 tu ke HR minggu sebelum aku cuti.
dan bagitahu SHO team baru juga. tapi aku bagitahu Reg team baru lambat sket, masa week yg aku suppose tukar team. tapi die ok. xde mslh.
masalahnye, the problem arise when she (the Reg) told the HR that i wont be coming to the team because of my leave. and the HR/Medical Manpower Manager is not aware of this. well, this obviously is not my mistake for i have submitted the forms the week before. but then, Reg suruh aku call HR. fair enough. sbb diorg pon short of staffs. so, since hubby tinggalkan borang maternity benefit utk HR isi the week before, aku pon instead of calling them, terus pegi HR utk jumpe medical manpower manager sambil2 amek borang meternity benefit form tu. and he was not there.
aku tunggu, tp die x dtg juga. last2 sekali, makcik secretary die kat sebelah panggil aku. ty kenapa aku nak jumpe Mr Manager. then, aku explained la ape yg aku nak clarify ngan Mr Manager. but then i think she took me wrongly, she rang Mr Manager on the mobile and she explained my condition, though ade part2 yg die salah paham.
then, after the call finished, she told me that i could not take my study leave since the exam falls on during my maternity leave. and i could not do what i wanted/planned to do. but she did not give me other alternatives on how i should do it properly.
i told her, my exam is on 12th may, and i understand that if any NCHD planned to take exam, they are entitled to 2 weeks study leave. and it's mentioned in their Terms and Conditions of employment. and i believe my study leave i plan to take happen during my period of employment, and that means i am still entitled to it.die x puas hati
plak, die kate, i should take my new Consultant's signature for the approval of the leave. but, i explained to her that i am still under the previous consultant, since the week that we should changeover fell on the middle of the week, and on that day i went to see her, was the day i was still under the old consultant. plus, i must submit the form before the week i planned to take my study leave, that was why i asked Dr O Keeffe signature instead. takkanla sbb changeover, aku kene dtg hospital time study leave tu semata2 nak mintak signature consultant baru. cork ngan Galway bukannya dekat. ingat sng nak commute. lagi plak, team baru ok je. i already explained to them.
pastu, die kate, 'takpelah,balik dulu, and nanti diorg call me'. yeah right, until today, nobody called me. yet. pastu, ape aku nak expect, patut aku dtg kije ke x, since aku dah submit form utk cuti aritu. so, aku amek decision, selagi diorg x call aku, selagi tu xde mslh dgn cuti aku. aku teruskan cuti smpai arini. dah seminggu lebih dah cuti.
masalahnye, td bile bgn tido, ade missed call from unknown number. was that call from HR?i wonder. sbb kdg2 depa punye phone x kuar number,tu yg tension. and bleh jd dr M'sia's number juga. and kdg2 ade missed call dr entah sape2 salah nombor.
entahla...tgh x sedap hati ni. nape la mslh ni menimpa aku.
tapi aku determine this time, i need rest for myself, and more importantly for my baby. cukuplah aku sacrifice utk Afnan dulu. kije+oncall until aku 37 weeks. mase tu, aku dok kejar IMC registration, sampai terabai kesihaatan diri sendiri. bile Afnan mati, baru aku menyesall. aku dpt ape yg aku kejar, tp ape yg aku kendong tertinggal jauh ke belakang.
skrg, priority aku is the baby. i love the baby more than the job. and i need support from my hubby. dok jauh dr hubby buat aku betul2 fragile. asyik menangis je. and aku pon x enjoy dgn ape yg aku buat. aku nak baby kali ni sihat, and lahir sbg bayi yg boleh menangis, mcm bayi normal. bukannye senyap sunyi mcm ketika aku lahirkan abang die, bayi lahir tanpa suara. aku taknak pisang berbuah dua kali.kali ni, aku nekad, aku rela sacrifice ape2 shj asal baby dlm kandungan aku ni sihat dan selamat.
kdg2 this thought buat aku pk aku ni selfish, x ingat psl team...tapi bile aku utarakan psl ni kat Hisham and DJ, hisham kate, 'fizah ni terlalu pkkan psl org lain smpaikan lupa kebajikan diri sendiri'.
betul juga, sbb ms Afnan dulu, aku snggup kije susah payah sbb aku risaukan wani+chad penat sbb diorg akan oncall tanpa aku setiap kali. sure penat.dahla rota tu agak kerap. aku pkkan psl org lebih dr aku pkkan psl Afnan ms tu. akhirnye, ape yg jd, baby meninggal taknak tgk muka aku pon ms lahir. maybe sbb aku ignore die selama ni. kebajikan org lain melebihi keperluan baby. last2 sekali, aku yg menyesal. sbb tu, aku xnak ulangi kesalahan yg sama this time. biar ape org pk, my baby comes first.
entahla...sekali pk, aku xnak jd selfish. 2 kali pk, tak kire, baby aku yg utama...
Quinny Buzz
alhamdulillah...
tadi hubby beli the above pram/buggy via online shopping.
hepi.dalam 6 hari nanti,insyaAllah sampai ke rumah.
dh niat nak beli Quinny Buggy utk baby sblm pregnant lagi.Alhamdulillah.
Tuesday, April 7, 2009
laksa penang...
ya Allah..x sabarnya nak makan laksa penang. padahal tgh msk atas dapur, tp airliur meleleh dgn bau jek. tak sabar nak mkn, sampaikan kene distract tulis blog sekejap sambil2 tunggu laksa direbus and kuah laksa penang msk. argh...laparnya. harini serba x kena, semua bende rasa nak makan, tp semua bende rasa x kena kat mulut. harap2 laksa penang ni boleh tahan gian nak makan ni...sejak aritu lagi mengidam laksa penang. Alhamdulillah, dapat daun kesum dan bunga kantan dr DJ. dapatla lepaskan kempunan nak mkn laksa penang ni.
cepatla msk...tak saba nak mkn ni...
cepatla msk...tak saba nak mkn ni...
Monday, April 6, 2009
Exam
yeah...time to study.
my exam is just around the corner. 12th May to be exact.
cane ni?buku pon x bukak lagi. cuak2.
hubby always reminds me about the exam. buat org takut aje.
die plak dgn selamba study dpn TV main xbox ;p aduh, mcm2 gaya org study ek bang.
hehe...
anyway, this is my first attempt for MRCP part 1. hopefully, i pass this exam. ameen.kene study bebetul ni ;)
my exam is just around the corner. 12th May to be exact.
cane ni?buku pon x bukak lagi. cuak2.
hubby always reminds me about the exam. buat org takut aje.
die plak dgn selamba study dpn TV main xbox ;p aduh, mcm2 gaya org study ek bang.
hehe...
anyway, this is my first attempt for MRCP part 1. hopefully, i pass this exam. ameen.kene study bebetul ni ;)
Dalam Dilemma
entahla...kebelakangan ini,semua dibuat terasa x kena. terasa ada resah di hati. kenapakah begini?adakah tindakan yg diambil seolah2 mementingkan diri sendiri???hati..tenanglah...
very busy week...
gambar jalan2 belfast.abg bosan, and snap gambar org tido.jeles la tu ;p
the past week has been a very hectic week for us.i've listed here what we've done for the past 10 days...
26th March 09
-back to cork from galway because i had an appointment for Anomaly Scan in CUMH. accompanied by hubby. Alhamdulillah, everything went well. hubby drove me back to Galway on the very same day since i have to work on the next day. Unit 4 was post-take. need to be there to help the team.
27th march 09
-went to work. as usual. hubby fetched me from work that day. went to halal butcher shop to buy chickens for the BBQ. planned to have BBQ in dj's house on that weekend, but weather did not permit. plus, the BBQ set could not be found anywhere. as hubby said, ' mungkin bukan musim die'..
28th March 09
-woke up early and cooked nasi kerabu+popiah that morning.hubby became a good help that day. after syikin arrived galway, departed to castlebar around 2.30pm. arrived in dj's house around 4pm. main2 ngan muaz while waiting for shikin,roque,and oni to arrive. makan nasik kerabu berjemaah. and borak2...that night, borak2 lagi sambil main Wii. tido kat umah DJ
29th March 09
-breakfast pagi. oni cooked pancake for us. and there was nuggets too. later in the afternoon, went picnic in Mulranny, about half an hour from Dj's house. nice view.
shikin, roque, and oni went on their way to Cork after that as they have to work the next day. so, we and syikin went back to DJ's house. DJ cooked mee kari for us. left their home around 10pm. hubby drove straight to cork that night. syikin took her car and drove back to Limerick on that very same night. sian syikin, muntah2 mlm tu.
30th March 09
-went to CUMH for clinic. luckily, did not have to wait long before meeting the doctor. everything went fine. baby was kicking when the doctor scanned me.i was told the placenta was low. hopefully, everything will be ok.
stayed in cork that night as hubby too tired to drive back to Galway and Castlebar. promised DJ hisham to help them the next day carrying the luggages to Airport in Dublin.
31st March 09
-departed early around 7am to Galway. went to UCHG to take the maternity benefit form from HR. waited to see Medical Manpower Manager to clarify on my leaves, but he wasnt there. was told that they would ring me back about that, (but until today, no call yet made by them).
went to Castlebar straight after that. reached there around 12.40pm. hisham looked tired cleaning around the house. pegang muaz while hubby helped them carrying luggages into the car. commenced our journey to Dublin Airport at 1.30pm. hisham drive mcm pelesit, laju giler. hubby followed slowly from behind. kete tua,hehe. reached airport at 4pm. Alhamdulillah,they made it on time. met k. atie juki there. waved goodbye to DJ,hisham, and muaz for the last time.
later, went to Clonskkeagh Mosque to pray Jama' and ate our dinner there. we were starving!then,singgah umah K.atie juki tumpang that night.
1st April 09
-we went to Newcastle, Nass to set up Afnan's Tomb. Tok abah buatkan utk Afnan. dh lama nak tanam, tapi asyik x jadi jek dtg Dublin. so, that day, kami pi tanam batu nisan Afnan. Hubby hepi, sbb nama penuh Afnan kat batu nisan tu ade name die. hehe. iyelah, dah anak awak ;p.
then, went straight to Belfast. jalan2 kat The Outlet, berkenan kat Royal Albert, tp hubby x kasi beli.huhu...
then, pegi jalan2 bandar Belfast. this was our second time being in there. our first time was sometime in August,last year. stayed in cheap B&B in LAgan.
2nd April 09
-jalan2 ke Junction One. x byk beli pon. beli kasut Clark, and Reebok shoes for my bros. byk sale sbb kedai closing down especially the Reebok one. x beli byk pon utk diri sendiri. makan Subway lagi arini. huhu...
malamnye, singgah umah tima. jumpe Amin, and baby Muhammad Mish'al. borak2 and balik B&B tido
3rd April 09
-jalan2 kat Lisburn Road, survey buggy utk baby. cari Quinny Buzz kat Kiddycare there. harga still mahal even after discount. huhu. then, went survey baby's buggy in Smyth and ToysRus. harga within £450 and over. survey dulu. still byk ms.
that evening, went to Malind's house to meet to newborns-Zara DAmia, and Abu Dzar. i wish i had twin.
borak2, and mkn dinner. thanks to malind and sungkai.
bertolak balik ke Cork mlm tu jugak. hubby drove all the way. penat, tido tepi jalan for few hours. journey that usually took 5+ hours, took us about 12 hours that night. sampai cork the next morning at 9.30am
4th April 09
-tido and mkn megi.bertolak ke Galway that evening as we promised to go to Muslih's 4th birthday party in k.azy taki's house. hubby penat.makan2 and tido kat galway that night.
5th April 09
- breakfast. bersiap2 and bertolak balik ke Cork. hubby drove again.sian hubby,penat drive jek spjg minggu ni. we spent half of the week mainly in our car. hehe...
now...we are back in cork. hubby back to his usual self, playing game. lepas penat smbil main game bola die..me???writing down the itinerary...hehe...
okayla...it's already past midnight now. have to go to sleep. have to persuade hubby to sleep to. he has to work tomorrow..sian hubby..
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