i am soo nervous thinking about tomorrow since i will resume employment tomorrow in HUSM. we have to be there early as early as 8am. waa, im gonna miss my morning sleep routine.
anyway, i dunno what to expect for tomorrow. i think i will just let it happen the way it should happen...
Saturday, December 26, 2009
Saturday, December 19, 2009
poor haikal..
he cried non stop today everytime we gave him the bottles,he refused to take down the milk even in a small amount.he refused it altogether...my heart is aching listening to his sad cry. as if he was telling 'ibu,i still want to grow up with ur milk. dont stop bf me.dont leave me.please be with me'. i cried too many times.the warm tears fell down my cheek everytime i listen to his cry...
haikal, ibu mintak maaf sayang.ibu mintak maaf.
haikal, ibu mintak maaf sayang.ibu mintak maaf.
Thursday, December 17, 2009
About us
we are off to Kuala Lumpur tonight to attend the induction+BTN that will be held the next day in Port Dickson, negeri Sembilan for 6 days. to be honest, i have this mixed feeling about starting working. how am i gonna miss my little son haikal...
from our friends we knew that they started working soon after the induction. if that is the case, who is gonna look after haikal? and we havent settle down yet. we will only be told which hospital we will work after we attend the induction, which somehow cause us lots of worries and things to think about. and we worry most about haikal. he is our life, and when we start working, we will be giving our 'life' away to be looked after by other people. i just hope that that 'other people' will look after him the best that they can. how i wish i could be a housewife who will be looking after my own child. but... urgh...
haikal, even though ibu will no longer be around u most of the time, just remember that ibu is here loving u in every second,at every breath..
from our friends we knew that they started working soon after the induction. if that is the case, who is gonna look after haikal? and we havent settle down yet. we will only be told which hospital we will work after we attend the induction, which somehow cause us lots of worries and things to think about. and we worry most about haikal. he is our life, and when we start working, we will be giving our 'life' away to be looked after by other people. i just hope that that 'other people' will look after him the best that they can. how i wish i could be a housewife who will be looking after my own child. but... urgh...
haikal, even though ibu will no longer be around u most of the time, just remember that ibu is here loving u in every second,at every breath..
Monday, December 14, 2009
Kek Pisang
Bahan-bahan ( - )
4 biji pisang sederhana besar
3 biji telur sederhana besar
1 3/4 cawan tepung naik sendiri
1/4 cawan tepung jagung
1 cawan gula
1 cawan minyak
1 sudu teh bicarbonat soda
secubit garam
Cara-cara
1.Pukul telur dan gula hingga kembang
2.Masukkan pisang yang telah dilenyek dan gaul
3.Kemudian masukkan tepung dan gaul lagi
4.Akhir sekali masukkan minyak dan kaup balikkan adunan hingga sebati
5.Masukkan dalam acuan yang telah disapu sedikit margerin dan dialas dengan kertas minyak
6.Bakar hingga masak selama 45mins dengan api sederhana atau pastikan kek telah masak dengan mencucukkan lidi dan jika lidi bersih bermakna kek telah masak
4 biji pisang sederhana besar
3 biji telur sederhana besar
1 3/4 cawan tepung naik sendiri
1/4 cawan tepung jagung
1 cawan gula
1 cawan minyak
1 sudu teh bicarbonat soda
secubit garam
Cara-cara
1.Pukul telur dan gula hingga kembang
2.Masukkan pisang yang telah dilenyek dan gaul
3.Kemudian masukkan tepung dan gaul lagi
4.Akhir sekali masukkan minyak dan kaup balikkan adunan hingga sebati
5.Masukkan dalam acuan yang telah disapu sedikit margerin dan dialas dengan kertas minyak
6.Bakar hingga masak selama 45mins dengan api sederhana atau pastikan kek telah masak dengan mencucukkan lidi dan jika lidi bersih bermakna kek telah masak
Kuih Ambon
resepi ni diambil dari mak sedara yg guna resepi ni utk menjual kuih ambon yg sedap...letak kat sini so that tak terlupa.
Bahan2
600gm tepung gandum
500gm gula
2 sudu besar ovalette
5 biji telur
2 cawan 7Up
vanilla (OPTIONAL)
cara2
1. masukkan gula dan telur. pukul sampai kembang
2. kemudian masukkan vanilla,ovalette
3. masukkan gandum berselang seli dgn 7up. masuk sehingga habis.
4. kukus dlm kukusan sekitar 40min
5. acuan cukup utk 1 adunan.
nak buat lah...tungguuu!!!
Bahan2
600gm tepung gandum
500gm gula
2 sudu besar ovalette
5 biji telur
2 cawan 7Up
vanilla (OPTIONAL)
cara2
1. masukkan gula dan telur. pukul sampai kembang
2. kemudian masukkan vanilla,ovalette
3. masukkan gandum berselang seli dgn 7up. masuk sehingga habis.
4. kukus dlm kukusan sekitar 40min
5. acuan cukup utk 1 adunan.
nak buat lah...tungguuu!!!
5 months old
sekejap je masa berlalu. rasa macam sekejap sgt haikal membesar. seolah2 masih terasa saat2 melihat haikal pertama kali selepas lahir, sekarang haikal dah 5 bulan. cepat kan?semua ibu2 rasa macam ni ke?
anyway, at 5 months, haikal lose some weight last time that makes him lighter than before. tadi timbang ngan Wii Fit, his weight has gone down from 8.7kg to 8.4 kg. iyelah,ms demam aritu, bukan saje kurang menyusu, asyik muntah aje die lps every feed. plak tu,diarrhoea lagi. sian betul. but, he is healthy now. tu sebab berat turun kot. nenek pon kate serroh mase tgk haikal lps demam.
sekarang, haikal dah pandai membebel aka bercakap seorang. mulut die bising bercakap bahasa dia. senyum2. kadang2 die buat muka cheeky sambil keluarkan lidah. apa lagi, memang selalu basahlah baju dia.
bile letak die baring atas tilam, mesti nak bangun. pujuk2 org suruh angkat dia. kalau x angkat,mulalah menangis. kalau angkat, just enough to hold his hands, he can bring his body forward and stand. his head control is excellent.
sekarang die dah pandai capai barang2. kalau dulu, die tak pandai capai barang kalau tak letak dkt ngan die, tp skrg, kalau ade bende kat tgn kite, die akan tarik tgn kite slowly, and try to reach the thing kat tgn kite.
oh ye, lupa nak cakap awal2, haikal dah boleh MENIARAP!!!!yes, he can roll over. he did it the very first time when we were in hotel in KT in front of tokma. that was last week. suke tokma. haikal ni pandai pilih tempat eh nak buat bende baru,kene cari hotel2...hehe..
tapi die masih malas utk meniarap. kalau letak, he usually lay on his back most of the time, malas nak cuba meniarap.
em, last weekend, cube bagi die makan sieved banana. hehe..die buat muka,tp tetap makan bile disuap. ok je. takdelah muntah pulak. kalau haikal tak suke contohnya ubat,die pandai tutup mulut atau kuarkan ubat tu dgn jelirkan lidah die. hehe. kitorg pon dah start menyuap sikit2. he is good at taking food down so far. nak cuba bland nasi la nak bagi kat dia nanti...
em,ape lagi ye, oh, haikal ni still menjadi 'selebriti' ke mana2 die pergi. hehe...pipi tu asyik dicubit2 je..hehe...tak kirelah pakcik jaga ke, makcik yg x dikenali ke, budak2 ke...semua suka tgk die..hehe.
sedihla plak nak tinggalkan die kat org nanti bile dh start kije nanti. huhu
anyway, at 5 months, haikal lose some weight last time that makes him lighter than before. tadi timbang ngan Wii Fit, his weight has gone down from 8.7kg to 8.4 kg. iyelah,ms demam aritu, bukan saje kurang menyusu, asyik muntah aje die lps every feed. plak tu,diarrhoea lagi. sian betul. but, he is healthy now. tu sebab berat turun kot. nenek pon kate serroh mase tgk haikal lps demam.
sekarang, haikal dah pandai membebel aka bercakap seorang. mulut die bising bercakap bahasa dia. senyum2. kadang2 die buat muka cheeky sambil keluarkan lidah. apa lagi, memang selalu basahlah baju dia.
bile letak die baring atas tilam, mesti nak bangun. pujuk2 org suruh angkat dia. kalau x angkat,mulalah menangis. kalau angkat, just enough to hold his hands, he can bring his body forward and stand. his head control is excellent.
sekarang die dah pandai capai barang2. kalau dulu, die tak pandai capai barang kalau tak letak dkt ngan die, tp skrg, kalau ade bende kat tgn kite, die akan tarik tgn kite slowly, and try to reach the thing kat tgn kite.
oh ye, lupa nak cakap awal2, haikal dah boleh MENIARAP!!!!yes, he can roll over. he did it the very first time when we were in hotel in KT in front of tokma. that was last week. suke tokma. haikal ni pandai pilih tempat eh nak buat bende baru,kene cari hotel2...hehe..
tapi die masih malas utk meniarap. kalau letak, he usually lay on his back most of the time, malas nak cuba meniarap.
em, last weekend, cube bagi die makan sieved banana. hehe..die buat muka,tp tetap makan bile disuap. ok je. takdelah muntah pulak. kalau haikal tak suke contohnya ubat,die pandai tutup mulut atau kuarkan ubat tu dgn jelirkan lidah die. hehe. kitorg pon dah start menyuap sikit2. he is good at taking food down so far. nak cuba bland nasi la nak bagi kat dia nanti...
em,ape lagi ye, oh, haikal ni still menjadi 'selebriti' ke mana2 die pergi. hehe...pipi tu asyik dicubit2 je..hehe...tak kirelah pakcik jaga ke, makcik yg x dikenali ke, budak2 ke...semua suka tgk die..hehe.
sedihla plak nak tinggalkan die kat org nanti bile dh start kije nanti. huhu
Saturday, December 12, 2009
Lyanna
satu malam, lyanna tiba2 taknak berjalan. disuruh berjalan,die merangkak. disuruh berjalan, die mengengsot. kenapa?tak ada angin tak ada ribut. tiada siapa melihat lyanna jatuh, tiada siapa melihat die tersepak apa2. cuma yg che lihat,die mungkin terpijak kain baju, lantas membuat spekulasi yg mungkin die terjatuh,lantas tidak mahu berjalan.
dibawa ke tukang urut esoknya juga tidak membawa sebarang perubahan. die tidak mengeluh kesakitan, pon tidak ada demam. lyanna aktif macam biasa, cume merangkak yg membezakannya. peka melihat perbuatannya, kami terus membawanya ke KECEMASAN, bimbang kalau2 ade kaki patah/dislocation.
Xray membuktikan tidak ada apa2 yg kene dgn kakinya. pon dia masih tidak mahu berjalan. terpaksa dimasukkan ke hospital utk pemerhatian, menyebabkan kebimbangan berlarutan di kalangan kami, lebih2 lagi mamanya.
Acute Transient Synovitis lebih tepat utk diagnosis Lyanna. setelah skin traction dilakukan di hospital pada hari pertama admission, lyanna sudah mampu berjalan dgn sendiri. malah sudah boleh berlari. lantas kami meminta utk pulang,sementelah susah utk kami menjaganya di hospital. mamanya terpaksa ke KL, nenek dan tok abah pula sudah berada di KL. pakcik2nya nak exam, cik jah pula sudah ada haikal yg menuntut perhatian utk susu.ao,terpaksa la mintak balik.
bila kat rumah, mula2 ok, lepas tu,jalan keccok2 lepas tu. we are very worried. risau pk psl die. anyway, she has appointment next week. hoping that she will be ok by that time. insyaAllah...ya Allah,sembuhkan anak saudara aku...kau kurniakan padaNya kesihatan yg berkekalan.ameen...
dibawa ke tukang urut esoknya juga tidak membawa sebarang perubahan. die tidak mengeluh kesakitan, pon tidak ada demam. lyanna aktif macam biasa, cume merangkak yg membezakannya. peka melihat perbuatannya, kami terus membawanya ke KECEMASAN, bimbang kalau2 ade kaki patah/dislocation.
Xray membuktikan tidak ada apa2 yg kene dgn kakinya. pon dia masih tidak mahu berjalan. terpaksa dimasukkan ke hospital utk pemerhatian, menyebabkan kebimbangan berlarutan di kalangan kami, lebih2 lagi mamanya.
Acute Transient Synovitis lebih tepat utk diagnosis Lyanna. setelah skin traction dilakukan di hospital pada hari pertama admission, lyanna sudah mampu berjalan dgn sendiri. malah sudah boleh berlari. lantas kami meminta utk pulang,sementelah susah utk kami menjaganya di hospital. mamanya terpaksa ke KL, nenek dan tok abah pula sudah berada di KL. pakcik2nya nak exam, cik jah pula sudah ada haikal yg menuntut perhatian utk susu.ao,terpaksa la mintak balik.
bila kat rumah, mula2 ok, lepas tu,jalan keccok2 lepas tu. we are very worried. risau pk psl die. anyway, she has appointment next week. hoping that she will be ok by that time. insyaAllah...ya Allah,sembuhkan anak saudara aku...kau kurniakan padaNya kesihatan yg berkekalan.ameen...
Sunday, December 6, 2009
My sons...
my sons' faces, on the day they were born, wearing the same cloth..(different cloth but with the same pattern) =)
Haikal and ubat
haikal is very bad in taking medicine. like, seriously, very bad. or was it the medicine that taste bad that make him refuse everytime we gave him. he will turn around his face upon seeing the medicine syringe, what is more after he taste it. i guess he has build up memory in his brain, what taste good, and what taste bad.and he would vomit too after taking it.
Mama MIL and Mok have always mentioned about the late Ayah Leh. during his life, he took hours to take his medicine, and that was under people's eye, without others around, he would not take it at all. Mok told me how she hide the pill inside a banana just to make sure he took it. haha. i guess haikal follows his grand grand father foot step. well, haikal follows me too. i am bad at taking medicine. yes, i am! hehe.. a doctor afraid of taking her own medicine??yes, dats me..hehe..
Mama MIL and Mok have always mentioned about the late Ayah Leh. during his life, he took hours to take his medicine, and that was under people's eye, without others around, he would not take it at all. Mok told me how she hide the pill inside a banana just to make sure he took it. haha. i guess haikal follows his grand grand father foot step. well, haikal follows me too. i am bad at taking medicine. yes, i am! hehe.. a doctor afraid of taking her own medicine??yes, dats me..hehe..
Name
The nephew's name has already finalised... his name is Muhammad Muhriz bin Muhammad Munir.i'm glad on behalf of them. it is indeed very satisfying to see our own son growing up before our eyes, glad that they are experiencing this in their new world with their cute son... now, haikal has a friend to play football with! =)
Friday, December 4, 2009
Demam
Ahmad Haikal demam sejak malam semalam dan hari ni.. dari semalam, jadi clingy dan susah nak tidur. muntah susu pon berkali2. diaper soiling pon bertambah2. kata ayahnya,berak haikal kaler hijau. hehe...bukan hijaupon,cume agak cair kekuningan kali ni. haikal pon tampak tak bermaya. taknak tidur bile diletakkan di atas katil. nak tidur dlm dakapan je. tapi haikal akhirnya fall asleep jugak pukul 3am semalam selepas cranky satu malam. minum susu pon kurang.
pagi ni, ayah berusaha pegi cari Paracetamol utk Haikal. alhamdulillah,ade jugak framasi bukak hari jumaat ni...
sian haikal...jarang2 die demam. Mok pon kata haikal 'serroh' siket, tak nampak berisi macam selalu. semoga anak ibu ini cepat sembuh..
pagi ni, ayah berusaha pegi cari Paracetamol utk Haikal. alhamdulillah,ade jugak framasi bukak hari jumaat ni...
sian haikal...jarang2 die demam. Mok pon kata haikal 'serroh' siket, tak nampak berisi macam selalu. semoga anak ibu ini cepat sembuh..
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