Family Day+Baby+Visitor

semalam adalah hari yg penuh dgn aktivity,dr pagi sampailah ke malam.

hubby oncall the night before, so, kirenye smlm hubby postcall dan balik umah pukul 11 am. awal2 lagi dh tanya hubby, hubby penat ke tidak utk join Family Day kat Kinsale and hubby had no problem with it. so, off we went to Kinsale. before bertolak, Feeza and Pawie rang us nakgi convoy sekali ke sana.

Kinsale actually is not far away from Cork. but the beach that we headed to is not in the Kinsale city. located further north from Kinsale small city, the distance is about 36km and took us about half an hour by car. plus calling2 org utk ty direction beach. we were only given the picture of the beach without its exact location. nak letak dlm GPS pon xtahu kat mana (although we've been there before). so,we searched blindly by asking people who was already there for its direction.Alhamdulillah, sampai2 je, nampak je org melayu tgh makan2 kat tebing pantai,iyelah tu..

met so many people kat sana. most of them juniors yg x kenal sgt.aha..bad senior. iyelah, jarang2 jumpe, susah nak kenal rupa2 adik2 junior nih. and ade new chefs yg baru bekerja kat Ireland and their families pon x berapa kenal sgt. anyway,luckily K.ida (shidi's wife) was there. K.ida jd org tgh,tpt sy ber ty org ni sape,org tu sape.k.ida ni antara yg plg senior kat Cork.so, she knows most of them. his husband, syidi, mcm penghulu kami.ade ape2,any problem dulu, mmg ty diorg.

anyway, besides k.ida, kami lepak2 ngan feeza, k.syu, k.yulia fitri, kak rose azrul, k.yuli,asma' and ramai lagila...though ramai yg x kenal =(.

lps mkn2 kenyang2, hubby and I headed off back to Cork. plan ngan feeza pawie nak singgah umah Syukri&salwani tgk baby baru. sampai kat sana dlm 5.15pm. seronoknya jumpe baby Suhail, comel je,putih and chinese look. iyelah, dh ayah ibu die putih, and syuk pon ade keturunan cina. Salwani day 10 post delivery by C-sect.still xleh lasak2 lagi.sian die.

anyway, we had fun kat sana borak2 dgn parents syuk, dan parents salwani. meriah rasenye. mak syuk sgt peramah. x kering gusi kami dibuatnya. kami dijamu minum petang sambil2 makan moist orang cake yg makcik buat. kat sana,jumpe parents salwani jugak.both parents ade, utk jaga baby. (until now, kitorg still xleh figure out who ayah salwani is, muka mcm familiar.a poliitician???we only know that salwani anak org kaya,aha...,and...salwani ore kelate)

after about 45 minutes, kami beransur pulang. kesian kat syuk,postcall. and makcik pakcik yg sibuk dok layan kitorg.thanks to them,rasa mcm hidup di bumi malaysia pulak ;p meriah mcm hari raya,haha.

feeza and pawie pon kami ajak dtg umah.mlm tu ade Finale Britain's got talent. kami sama2 nonton sambil makan take-away hubby belikan kat Indian Moon.ehe...puas hati tgk citer sbb pemenang die adelah Diversity bukan susan boyle. I kinda like susan boyle in the beginning, tp bile die dpt publicity meluas, and her personality pon mcm berubah, terus rasa mcm taknak die menang. anyway,Diversity deserved to win GBP 100,000 for their brilliant performance.i loike. tgk byk kali pon x puas...


after the result was announced, feeza pawie made their way back to Tralee. sian diorg, anak2 Pia and Syaireen dah tido 2-2. smua mcm dh ngantuk. dah la nak drive another 1 hour plus to Tralee. but alhamdulillah,they arrived home safely.

kami plak, lepas je diorg balik,terus tido kepenatan. hubby lagi2 la postcall,lagi penat.sy pon same. we went to sleep right after they were gone. tapi, overall, we had a blast day yesterday. hubby nampaknya sungguh enjoy sekali hari smlm...

Shopping lagi...

seronok betul shopping semalam since both of us pon baru dapat gaji utk bulan ni. Alhamdulillah. syukur juga kepada Allah kerana hospital tpt sy bekerja sebelum ini masih membayar gaji bulan2 kepada saya walaupun sudah bercuti maternity leave. walaupun basic pay, cukup utk mengurangkan beban hubby sblm baby lahir. Dah bagitahu hubby supaya simpan duit hubby yg portion sy/baby bulan ni utk bayar kos2 shipping barang2 nanti. (so that hubby bleh save duit sbb ibu dh dpt duit gaji)

semalam,kami bergerak dr satu tempat ke satu tempat. asalnya berjalan tanpa tujuan. nak shopping, tapi xtahu nak beli ape. memandangkan kami akan shipping beberapa kotak ke M'sia bulan june nanti, hajat di hati teringin juga membeli apa2 yg patut utk diisikan ke dalam kotak2 nanti.

Bermula dgn harvey Norman,kami pulang dgn tgn kosong. entah, tidak berminat dgn brg2 di situ. walaupun dikatakan sale, tapi masih belum cukup 'sale'nya. perlu lebih 'ummph' utk menarik minat kami2 ni yg berjimat skrg ini. hehe

kami terus ke smyth toys slps pulang dr Harvey Norman. di sana, kami tertarik dan terus membeli playmat baby.kalau diikutkan, afnan sudah punya playmat yg boleh diwarisi kepada adiknya ni,tp sayangnya, semua barang2 afnan sudah dihantar ke m'sia. dan memandangkan kami pon x membeli baby cot kali ini, kami memerlukan semacam alas utk meletakkan baby. dan playmat itu pilihan yg terbaik pd fikiran kami.

tertarik dgn botol2 susu avent, kami membeli lagi 1 newborn set yg mengandungi 2 botol susu besar,2 botol susu kecik, 2 soothers, dan 1 berus basuh botol avent.(dat means no more tommee tippee, avent it is). sebelum membayar, kami turut membeli another 3 botol susu baby (jenama x tahu, tapi sbb murah after discount, beli je).

slps tu, kami terus bergerak ke Mahon point retail shop.sempat singgah di Mothercare sekejap sblm kedai tutup. Alhamdulillah, stlh byk kali bertanya di tempat lain sblm ni, Mothercare yg ini ada menjual shopping basket quinny buzz. selain itu, ehe, saya tertarik lagi dgn botol susu mothercare. half price. dari 22 euros kepada 11 euros utk 6 botol susu. hubby x kasik beli sbb dh ade byk botol. tp memandangkan harganya yg murah dan quality, plus plan utk BF baby walaupun sudah bekerja nanti, mempunyai botol2 yg banyak adalah suatu keperluan utk simpan susu dlm freezer nanti. lagipon botol2 itu adelah sterilizing bottles, just nice for freezing and to keep expresses breastmilk. (ni antara reasoning bagi kat hubby spy hubby setuju,haha)

then, kami ke Argos. kali ini, tertarik pulak dgn Fisher Price Baby's walker. less than half price. dr 41euros, kami beli dgn hanya 19 euros. menarik.ehe...

ehe...dan sy pulak sempat membeli Cookwork Mixer di sana. half price. hubby ty,'kenapa beli satu lagi, bukan dh ade?' jwb kepada hubby,' ala,yg ni ade bowl die, lagi plak half price'. aha...hubby geleng kepala...

kemudian, ke Tesco pulak tujuan kami. (hubby kata Tesco Ireland x menyumbang kepada Israel.hubby dh kaji dan baca circular psl tu. yakin dgn hubby, kami pergi juga ke tesco sekali sekala, walaupun kami lebih prefer Dunnes Store bagi mengelakkan was-was). di sini, kami jumpa kain muslin baby. aha..tesco jugak yg ada.puas cari merata, tesco yg ade.ahaks..mothercare ade juga, tp mahal. 6 muslin nappy for 7 euros, not bad la.though kat m'sia, kain muslin ni tersangatla murah. kat sini, susah betul nak jumpa di kedai2....

itulah tangkapan kami di kedai2 utk baby smlm.ape yg kami beli utk kami???aha...hanya ice-cream lollies utk membasahkan tekak spls penat berjalan sepetang di Cork...aha, best la hubby shopping!nak shopping lagi, boleh??? *wink*

baby...

ehe..semalam kene tegur ngan hubby.

smlm malam, sy saje je nak rase baby gerak2. mase tu baby tgh tidur kot. ehe..dan mcm biasalah,tekan2 sket perut bagi ade goncangan dlm amniotic fluid supaya baby terjaga dr tido and start gerak. alih2, tgh2 tekan perut sket2 tu, en hubby kata, 'takyah la kaco baby nak tido tu.sian dia awak kacau'. erk??!!&%£?hehe.sorry. (lainkali xleh buat dpn hubby lagi ;p)

suatu malam ni, sy baru je switch on laptop sony vaio kat living room ni. wallpaper laptop tu ade gambar afnan tidur.penuh ketenangan setiap kali tgk gambar wallpaper muka afnan. sambil meneliti muka afnan, sy bercakap seorang diri, tapi merujuk juga kepada hubby yg baru masuk living room masa tu. sy kata, 'afnan ni comel kan??putih je.comel macam muka saya. hidung mcm hidung sy. dagu pon macam dagu saya. teringat faies penah bagitahu dulu,afnan ade sideburn panjang mcm sideburn sy'.

mase bagitahu hubby tu, sy x bermaksudkan apa2. alih2,hubby reply,' eh,takkan sama mcm awak je?saya??! takpe, afnan ade jari panjang macam jari saya.' ehe...rupa2nya en.hubby terasa sket2 bile sy ckp mcm tu. ;p iyelah...dah anak die, nak jugak afnan ade ciri2 die.

to sayang...iye, afnan ade ciri2 kita. die ade muka comel sy, die ade jari panjang mcm tgn awak (tahulah jari2 pendek sy ni segar bugar ;p), badan die panjang, mungkin tinggi mcm awak kalau die besar. kan afnan campuran Chromosome X saya dan Chromosome Y awak??mestilah die comel mcm sy dan awak.

syg agak kan??anak kita, Ahmad 'adik afnan' (sbb xde name adik dia lagi ni) ;p sama x muka mcm afnan?ke lain??

(sebenarnya dh tahu jwpn hubby sbb dh tanya hubby soalan ni sblm ni. en hubby kata, 'awak tgk sama x sy ngan along, sy ngan aner?or awak sendiri,same x ngan kak an, or ngan tining?' ehe...betul jugak kan. walaupun ayah ibu yg sama, variasi setiap anak2 tetap ada. setiap org mempunyai karakter phenotype dan genotype yg berbeza walaupun X dan Y chromosome dr ayah ibu yg sama. takpelah...ibu hanya harap anak2 ibu sihat walafiat.tak kisahla ikut karakter ibu lebih ke,ikut lebih karakter ayah. janji, bila besar nanti,boleh jd anak soleh solehah. boleh jadi Mujahid Mujahidah fisabillillah,insyaAllah. )

Selamat Pergi & Kembali

kepada abah,mama, along dan mahir,

kami (adin&jah&baby) disini mendoakan semoga kalian selamat pergi dan selamat kembali.
semoga perjalanan yg mulia ke Mesir dan ke Mekah ini dikurniakan Allah kesenangan dan kemudahan sepanjang perjalanan. insyaAllah.

sampaikan salam kerinduan kami kepada rumah Allah dan nabi Allah.

sat nav/GPS

came accross this article in yahoo travel.
it has been true so far.our sat nav is really helpful, but u have to use it with ur common sense. otherwise, u can be stranded anywhere. we have even came close to a cul-de sac when we were searching an address. there are times when the new road was not laid out in the GPS (err,we probably dont update that GPS at that time). and there were times also when we mistakenly took a wrong junction,instead of turning back by reverse to the correct route which we think will be shorter and take only a few minutes, the GPS gave us another route which took us more than half an hour. crazy GPS.
so, as a conclusion, u have to be wise when using it. =) dont be fooled by techology,hehe...



10 sat-nav disasters Some of the most spectacular disasters caused by satellite navigation systems - and how you can avoid having them happen to you.


Satellite navigation systems have revolutionised driving over the past decade or so, saving us time and fuel - and a whole lot of arguments with backseat drivers and map-readers too! But sometimes things can go wrong. Very wrong. Here are some of the worst sat-nav mishaps from around the globe - and some advice on how you can avoid them.



Cars and water don't mix, as a driver in Glubczyce, Poland, found out. He doggedly followed the instructions of his sat-nav - ignoring the road signs telling him that the road ahead was closed - and drove straight into the middle of a reservoir. Fortunately the man and his passengers clambered onto the roof of the car and were rescued by the emergency services.


In 2008, Syrian lorry driver Necdet Bakimci found himself stranded on a nature reserve in Gibraltar Point, Lincolnshire. He was 1,600 miles from his intended destination: Gibraltar, on the southern tip of Spain. Confusingly, his sat-nav system listed Gibraltar as being in the UK (because it's a colonial outpost). Confronted with a choice of two Gibraltars, both seemingly in the British Isles, Bakimci and his cargo of luxury cars took a 3,200 mile detour.


Want to move up in the world? Then buy a car at auction. When police sold the Duchess of York's Jaguar, the lucky buyer got more than he bargained for. The car's in-built sat-nav system was programmed with the address shared by the Duchess and her daughters, Princesses Beatrice and Eugenie, along with locations of some of the favourite haunts of Britain's aristocracy.


Villagers in Exton, in southern England, were so used to trucks getting stuck down a two-metre wide country lane that the council put up signs telling drivers to ignore their sat-navs and take a different route. Dozy HGV drivers who relied on their GPS devices had to reverse half a mile, causing damage to hedges and fences, in order to turn around.


Police in Victoria, Australia have urged drivers not to discard their old-fashioned maps. An increasing number of motorists have been stranded after relying on their GPS systems, getting taken on routes that are only accessible to four-wheel drive vehicles. Many parts of Australia do not have up-to-date digital mapping and sat-nav companies have been relying on data that can be up to ten years out of date.


Zhou Xia and Zhao Na Na's crime spree came to an abrupt end when they were stopped by police in Doncaster, Yorkshire. They were found carrying thousands of Euros and a number of stolen credit cards. But the most damning evidence was the sat-nav device, programmed with the addresses of all the Post Offices that they had defrauded.


State troopers in Vermont, USA have called for GPS users to exercise common sense after a series of inattentive drivers found themselves following snowmobile trails. One soldier from Fort Drum, NY, drove so deeply onto a trail that police had to use a snow tractor to drag him to safety.


A hospital patient on a ward transfer got taken on an eight-hour magical mystery tour, thanks to bungling London ambulance drivers. Blindly trusting their sat-nav device, the ambulance crew took the patient to a hospital on the outskirts of Manchester, 200 miles away, when they were supposed to travel a mere 12 miles to Brentwood, Essex.


Doncaster man Robert Jones had the shock of his life when he found his BMW 5-series teetering on the edge of a steep drop. Following instructions from his sat-nav, the professional driver found himself on a narrow pedestrian lane in Todmorden, West Yorkshire. The 43-year old is due to appear in court on a charge of driving without due care and attention.


Redditch woman Paula Ceely cheated death en route to her boyfriend's house in Wales. Her sat-nav system took her to a large metal gate. Certain that this was the correct route, she opened the gate and, moments later, found herself in the path of a railway train. She jumped out of the way as the train smashed into her Renault Clio and carried it down the track. 'I'll never use a sat-nav again,' she told the Daily Telegraph.
Smart advice for sat-nav users

1) Don't be a sucker - Theft of portable GPS devices is a fast-growing crime. Don't leave your sat-nav on show in your vehicle and don't advertise the fact you've got one - use a screen wipe to erase the tell-tale circles left by the suction cup on the inside of your windscreen.

2) Know where you're going - There are five towns called Springfield in the state of Wisconsin alone, and over 30 Springfields across the USA. A sat-nav is a clever box of tricks but it's no substitute for common sense. It's worth checking online or consulting an atlas before planning a route. Use a postal code or zip code, if you have it. It's the simplest way to find an address, and you're less likely to make a mistake.

3) Keep your GPS device updated - Most sat-navs can be updated by connecting them to your PC and downloading new map data from the Internet. Do this regularly and you won't be thrown by roundabouts that appear from nowhere and industrial estates that used to be cul-de-sacs.

4) Check what you type - A 'D' looks quite a lot like a 'P'. But if you end up in Dorchester, when you want to be in Porchester, you'll be 102 miles from where you're supposed to be.

5) Don't set your home address as a destination - Don't let tragedy follow misfortune. If your sat-nav does get lost or stolen when you are miles from home, you risk getting burgled if you lead thieves back to your front door. Your home town should suffice as an end address (you probably know the route home from there anyway).

ANC @ 32 weeks

just back from CUMH for the 32 weeks ANC+scan.

anyway, the appointment for the ANC was at 9.45am. i arrived there on time. somehow, the clinic was really crowded this morning. smp x cukup seat. pelik...or,maybe, since next monday would be bank holiday, they bring backward the appointments for next monday to this monday. tu yg ramai tu kot..

kali ni,mmg penat tunggu no giliran utk dipanggil. dr 9.45 am smpai, sampaila pukul 11.30am, baru no dipanggil.huhu... backpain semua dh ade sbb lama sgt duduk atas kerusi. the nurse was nice. asking me usual questions about my wellbeing. semua ok. no swelling,no other problems. BP was ok. urine showed no protein this time. Hb rises from 11.2 to 12.5. alhamdulillah...all good signs.

then, after the meeting with the midwife, i have to wait again to be called by prof greene into his room. adelah menunggu dlm 30 minit lagi. terasa lama betul ANC clinic kali ni. anyway, when it was my turn, prof greene called me into his room. the first question he asked, 'do u have anything to ask me?'...i was strucked dumbfounded.nak ty ape kat consultant??eheh..geleng kepala je la...then, tepk nak ty psl IOL.it is confirmed that i am going to be induced at 39 weeks. no doubt about that. so...kire2 dlm 7 weeks to go from now on.

then, he asked me to lie down for a quick scan. sbnrnye, dh plan dlm kepala nak suh die print gambar scan baby, tp entah mengapa,bile dgn consultant,sgn plak nak ty.last2 mmg xde gambar scan baby. xpelah...

anyway, baby is doing great. all measurements were up to the standard growth of 32 weeks although baby's tummy is a bit small.tp prof greene explained that it is normal in my case due to my ethnicity.estimated weight was 1.8 kg. prof greene ckp, from now on, baby will gain about 100g everyday. he asked me about afnan's weight before. i told him that afnan was 2.88kg when he was born. prof greene kate, baby
2nd ni maybe lahir lebih dr 3 kg kalau growth rate die mcm skrg. and 2nd baby always bigger than the 1st one.ooo...sy xtahu psl tu.

and prof greene also told me that he will be away during my 39 weeks IOL. huhu..sedih.i wish he would be there for me. x best ngan org lain sbb selalu dgn die je sblm ni. lagi plak,die sgt fatherly.sure best kl jd anak die.aha.rase best sgt bile jumpe die. walaupun menunggu lama nak jumpe die,tp worth it sgt sbb bile jumpe die,terasa lega. segala persoalan terjwb bile kite ty die. anyway,xpelah...nak wat camana..anyway, he will still be there for my next appointment, so, i will see him again.kirenye, masih ade ms utk babai ngan die la pasni.eheh...

lps meeting ngan die, next appointment in 4 weeks time, which would be on 22/6/09. xtahulah next appointment ni hubby bleh join ke x since hubby still kije ms tu. arini pon hubby xleh join...xpelah..nak wat camana...kali ni, i spend about 3 hours kat clinic. terasa lama betul,lagi2 bile hubby x join.buku pulak lupa nk bwk.kalau x boleh bace buku smbil menunggu.

anyway, ms nak balik tu, xtahu nak balik ngan taxi ke bus. tp entah mengapa, terasa syg plak duit nak naik cab lagi. padahal rumah dkt je. so, terpaksala menunggu bas. yg x sangkanya, terjumpa Mr O riordan, General/GI consultant surgeon kat Mercy Hospital dulu kat bus stop.die dok sibuk on the phone. mase tu x expect die tgh tunggu bas. ingatkan die tunggu kawan ke utk pick him up,or maybe die janji ngan sape2 nak jumpe kat dpn CUMH. alih2, bile bas sampai, die pon turut beratur naik bas.

terkejut jugakla...consultant naik bas!aha..dahla consultant kat sini kaya2..tp naik bas. terkejut ok.ehe...x sangka. anyway, Mr O Riordan ni terkenal sbg consultant paling garang kat Mercy Hospital. ms student dulu,sgt takut dgn dia dan Mr Mc Greal. tapi, bile dh penah merasa kije dgn 2-2 consultant, rupa2nya Mr O riordan lagi ganas. siap penah menangis kene tegur ngan die ms kije sbg intern sementara die dulu.mase tu ganti intern die yg away for a week.aha...teringat lagi, Registrar Mr O riordan, Mr nawaz siap kene tenangkan sy dr menangis ms tu.aha.kenangan2. nawaz pujuk supaya ignore je mr o riordan tu,sbb die mmg mcm tu.ehe.padahal kene tegur je ngan consultant, dh bercucuran air mata.ehe...Mr O riordan, kalau ngan intern,marah2 pon ok lagi. tp kalau SHO/registrar bwh die,mmg selalu je kene marah.die mmg garang ok. mmg x penah tgk die senyum so far...

ehe...pengalaman betul. ms die naik bas td,teringat nak amek gambar gune phone.ehe..sekali tersilap tekan button da. x dpt amek gambar die. ehe..kalau x, best jugak. buat headlines:consultant naik bas!aha...
adoila..mr or riordan tu manusia biasa jugak.maybe sbb susah nak park kat Mercy Hospital,tu yg die amek mas dr CUH ke mercy. tp ape pun, die mengajar mmg best. =)

arini, terasa nak wat sushi. smpat td singgah Dunnes store beli ingredients sushi.hubby dh byk kali request sushi. so, since perut pon xleh menerima nasik arini, kite buat sushila...ehe...harap2 perut x meragam lagi.penat ok bile asyik muntah. rase flat je.

eii...x saba plak nak tunggu 39 weeks. baby...i want to see u!!!

happening weekend...

gambar2 mengikut urutan kronologi bermula dr bwh ke atas.










asalnya, kami x ada apa2 plan pun utk weekend ni. walaupun bercita2 utk pegi ke Belfast, tp memandangkan hubby yg postcall the day before the weekend, rasa kesian pulak nak travel jauh2 takut en.hubby penat nak drive. plus, the thought of having to sleep again in the car when hubby tired to drive makes me cancelled the plan. teringat lagi suatu ketika dulu ms kami balik dr Belfast ke Cork, en hubby penat nak drive mlm tu.last2 kereta kami park kat kg mana ntah, and tido dlm kete dr 2am till 8am the next day.ehe..sibbaik ms tu dh nak spring.kalau x, ade harapan, dpt frost bite tdo dlm kete ;p

so, on saturday, as we dont have any plan, and hubby was not oncall this weekend, en hubby mcm biase menghabiskan ms bermain xbox 360 tanpa henti2 dari pagi smpai ke tengahhari. tiba2, kami dpt jemputan dr Mas mahady mengajak hubby bermain bola kat Limerick sambil bermalam kat sana. mula2 hubby mcm x nak pi, tapi memikirkan x elok turn down jemputan,plus, dpt jumpe hisham and ammar yg jrg2 jumpe, so, he changed his plan.after solat zuhur dlm pukul 5 lebih,terus bertolak ke limerick.on the way, kami smpt singgah lagi beli chicken wings,sossages, and marinated chicken legs...

the plan was to do some BBQ as the weather turned out to be gorgeous towards the evening on saturday. although we had rain and cloudy morning that day. best2...mmg panasla...siap bukak tingkap kete spjg perjalanan ke limerick. mmg panas betul dlm kete...ehe...FYI, ireland ni, summer pon kdg2 pon sejuk+hujan lagi. so, bile weather best camni, mmg semua org x lepaskan peluang la...

bile smp limerick,hubby was informed yg diorg dh abes main bola. knowing my hubby, die xde la sedih sgt x dpt main bola..aha..walaupun selalu komplen bdn x fit la, nak main bola la, tp...ehe...x main bola pon die ok.ehe...sbb asyik dok main virtually kat xbox...;p

so, sampai2 je, sambil tunggu mas mahady,ammar n hisham balik dr main bola, hubby terus psg bbq instant. terus kuarkan ayam,chicken wings, and sosej.and terus panggang.ehe..best2...

pas diorg balik main bola, terus mulakan jamuan bile abes je bkr semua ayam2 tu. ehe..kenyang..sgt best bile mkn ramai2.x sia2 hubby plan wat BBQ. lauk byk smpaikan x kehabisan...ehe...k.aini pon sediakan juadah nasik jugak.so, ehe..memang kekenyangan la...

mlmnya, sblm tdo, dok borang2 psl mcm2. drpd one topic to another. drpd psychiatrist (Dr Mas Mahady)'s opinion, kepada konflik dalaman, dan akhirnya psl topik poligami.huhu...ehe..mmg hangat la topik mlm tu.xyah bukak tv, mmg x ngantuk dgr semua org nyer opinion. ehe... soalan2 pon sgt mencabar betul.ehe..end up mlm tu semua tido lambat, termasuk la si aisyah dan sarah. lps tu,semua org beransur2 masuk tdo bile jam dh kul 12 mlm kecuali guys. hubby and mas siap tdo after 4am sbb smbung main bola kat PS pulak..huhu...

the next morning,semua bgn lmbt. ehe..ni kes tdo lambat mlm sblmnye la. juara plg lambat was hubby. nak wat camna, dhla main gama smp pukul 4am, masuk bilik,bukan nak terus solat subuh n tdo,but smpt la surf internet tgk youtube.last2 sekali die yg plg ngantuk the next day.ehe...

the next morning,after brekfes, guys started to play cluedo. asal2 main slps brekfes,tetapi berlarutan smp ke petang. siap hisham x puas hati sbb die bukan juara keseluruhan.ehe...

smpt jugak kami ke TK maxx skjp,and ke Subway before patah balik ke umah Mas utk smbung main cluedo ngan hisham. sambil2 main cluedo sambil mkn subway.ehe...me x join, x reti..

end up,pulang ke cork pon dh lmbt. dr plan asal nak main bola, last2 sekali main cluedo..aha...tp hubby suke la..jumpe ramai2 kawan...

iyelah..hisham dah nak balik m'sia rabu ni. xtahu bile jumpe lagi..
ammar pon plan nak balik m'sia for good august nanti.
mas mahady and k.aini, kitorg xtahu akan jumpe bile lagi, kalau dh balik m'sia nanti...

overall..weekend ni sgt best.especially for hubby! betul kan bang?? ;p

7+ months pregnant

me @ 31+ weeks..


(pls ignore the mess in my room. and my baju pon bsh sbb baru amek wudu'.hubby was standing behind me at the time this picture was snapped)

Majlis Perpisahan...

Nufail

semalam, kami dijemput utk menghadiri satu majlis yg dianjurkan oleh adik2 junior sempena Majlis Perpisahan dgn beberapa org yg akan balik malaysia for good. antaranya fahmi (final med-new dr),Izaida (fahmi's wife)and Uwais hasbullah (their son). di samping itu, kami juga di raikan smpena kepulangan kami bulan 8 ini. syukri dan salwani(baru melahirkan) juga diraikan walaupun mereka tiada di dlm majlis kerana mereka jga akan kembali ke M'sia for good nanti.Amin, hafis, Azraa yg baru meraikan hari kemerdekaan mereka drpd final med exam juga diraikan...

sempatla kami berjumpa muka dgn fahmi yg akan balik 26 hb ini. smpat jumpa uwais yg comel.sayangnya, lupa nak snap gambar budak comel itu sblm dibawa pulang oleh fahmi. darwisy(anak zue apek) pon dh besar.dah 6 bulan setengah.sgt aktif. zue pon kata x larat jaga si kecil.terlalu aktif. x penah duduk diam. habis satu rumah diterokanya walaupun masih kecil.

sejak dilahirkan, kami x penah jumpa Nufail, anak Azraa&hafis. ya Allah, besarnya budak itu. dilahirkan dgn berat 4.14 kg, betul2 mengejutkan semua org sbb azraa dan hafis kecik saje. skrg, walaupun baru menjejak 3 bulan, gayanya mcm kanak berumur 5-6 bulan. lagi berat dr darwisy, dah 8 kg mengikut kata ibunya...

suka betul tgk kanak2 kecil ni. rasa tenang je hati.seronok melihat telatah diorg. harap2 baby dlm perut ni pon sihat mcm kwn2 baby ye. nanti boleh main sama2...

terima kasih buat adik2 kerana menjemput kami ke majlis, juga kerana menyediakan juadah yg sgt sdp. ada nasik berlauk masak cili api,nasi himpit dan kuah kcg, mee kuah, kuzi dan roti, agar2 dan mcm2 lagi.terasa meriah betul.seronok makan beramai2 sambil bercerita.

pulang shj dr majlis, terus ajak hubby pegi beli brg2 baby kat Dunnes Store.hehe,teruja barangkali tgk baby2 kat majlis. hubby pon x menghalang since skrg pon dh nak masuk 32 weeks. sempatla beli baby bath,shampoo, lotion,pampers, blanket dan baju baby. kali ni,kami beli baju baby yg sama dgn baju afnan. kami sgt suka satu baju teddy bear brown yg afnan sempat sekali pakai sblm dikebumikan dulu. teringatkan kat afnan, kami beli baju yg same utk adik afnan ni.harap2 adik afnan suka baju yg seakan sama mcm abang die ni..

tak berani nak beli mcm2 lagi. kalau ikutkan nafsu, terasa nak beli mcm2 utk baby. tapi, selalu kata kat diri sendiri utk beli brg2 yg basic dulu. nanti bile baby dh selamat dilahirkan, baru beli bende2 lain.

kalau ikutkan plan, nak beli brg2 lepas 34 weeks, tapi x sabar pulak.hehe...ni mesti gara2 jumpa baby ramai2 td. harap2 adik afnan ni boleh guna brg2 ibu beli...

ibu still x jumpa kain muslin. mane nak cari ni?...nanti jumpe,ibu belikan utk baby ye. ibu suke betul kalau bab2 shopping brg baby ni.suke betul tgk brg2 cute baby..comel.harap2 baby ibu ni pon comel cam ibu dan ayah...=)

fire drill...

ya Allah..betapa terkejutnya aku.
pukul 8.30pm mcm tu, tgh2 menguli kdoh karipap sambil tgk TV, tiba2 fire drill kat apartment ni berbunyi.bukan smoke alarm yg berbunyi sbb dh check, ni fire alarm.ya Allah...tibe2 aku jadi kelam kabut. Taktahu nak buat apa.spjg2 hidup kat apartment ni, x penah pulak fire drill berbunyi.

terus tinggalkan doh, pakai tudung,amek beg tgn, dan keluar rumah. rupa2nya ramai dah keluar rumah dgn muka tercengang2 taktahu ape yg berlaku. org depan rumah aku siap tanya, rumah akukah yg berlaku kebakaran??aik..banyak cantik..hehe..msk pon x, camne nak ade fire.

sblm kuar rumah, smpt tutup TV dan switch off main stove. bile keluar,terus turun ke bawah dan berkumpul dpn apartment. try jugak bau api kat mana2, xde plak. xde sign of smoke ke ape.

kitorg semua bertanya satu sama lain,ape yg jadi. hubby pulak kat tpt kije, xleh nak menenangkan adrenaline rush yg dh sampai ke kepala ni.henfon pon lupa nak grab before turun td. risau sgt2, kalaula betul ade kebakaran,ape akan jd. brg2 dlm rumah,passport, baju2,brg2 baby...

Alhamdulillah,after about 2 minutes, fire drill stopped tetibe. aik,ape yg jd sbnrnye?ape yg trigger fire drill?ke ade yg main2?ke mmg ade kebakaran??
mls nak tunggu lama, terus naik ke rumah. rasenye mcm xde ape2 je.ade org rumah apartment mane ntah siap x turun lagi.siap mengintai kami dr tingkap bilik diorg.
dalam hati, pelik juga. kenapa fire drill berbunyi??sapa yg buat?

huhu... rasenye, kene prepare betul2 kalau betul2 berlaku kebakaran. satu,kene letak passport dlm beg tgn. huhu...xde passport,susah hidup nanti. brg2 lain, especially handphone, penting. kot2 nak telefon fire fighter. huhu...
lesson for life...save yourself....and save others. huhu. sibbaik x jatuh tangga tgh kelam kabut td.huhu...

updated
today 22/5/09 at 10am, the bell/fire drill rang again. i was soundly asleep when that happened.terus terkocoh2 tuurn bwh. but i guess others were ignoring this 2nd time. x ramai turun,or maybe diorg kije. hubby was away oncall,x balik since smlm.huhu...i hate this. after about 5-10 min or so, it stopped by itself. a guy from the 1st floor has called the maintenance person to correct wats wrong with the bell...aiyya...penatla naik turun tangga..baby sure terkejut bunyi bising2 kan b??huhu...ibu pon sket lagi nak kene MI...hubby,balikla...dh pening dgr fire drill ni...

week 32

Week 32


It is time for some serious shopping, getting in the things you need for the baby such as clothing. You only need a minimum of basic items because a newborn grows so quickly.

As well as nappies (and a baby goes through at least six a day), you will need a changing mat, moist wipes, a barrier cream and toiletries such as soap, baby lotion, shampoo and cleansing lotion. Unless you are using a washing-up bowl, you will also need a baby bath.


You will also need bedding for baby, but check out the guidelines designed to prevent cot death before you buy too much. Then there is the adorable stuff – those sweet little outfits and cuddly stuffed toys…

Your baby's proportions are now pretty much as you would expect them to be at birth. He/she is much stronger and, in 90% of cases, lies with the head down towards your pelvis.

The baby's movements are now very vigorous and clearly discernible, a sign that he/she is in good health.

Any marked reduction in your baby's movements should be reported to your health professional immediately.



Status
Week 32 after last menstrual period (LMP)
31 completed weeks plus 1-7 days, in obstetrical terms
Week 30 after conception
Fetal length: 25cm (crown-rump-length)
Fetal weight: 1,500g

*lambatnye week 39...nak jumpe baby!*

symptoms...

aiseh...bile dh masuk 30+ weeks ni, macam2 simptom baru muncul...

1) sakit belakang
nak tido pon susah,kene amek position yg selesa,kalau x, sakit belakang la jawabnye. kalau dulu, kene prop-up bantal tinggi2, pastu,tido mengiring mengadap kanan dh cukup selesa. skrg, buatla mcmmana pon, mengiring ke kiri ke kanan memang x membantu. bantal 3-4 lapis pon, still rase x selesa.entah ape yg x kena. hubby pon kalau bab tido, die biarkan kita buat apa2 asalkan sy jumpe position yg selesa utk sy. kdg2 terasa bersalah sbb membelakangkan hubby bile tido, tp mmg susah nak tido dgn selesa.
kalau berdiri lama2, pon sakit belakang.
kalau duduk lama2 pon,sakit belakang.
mmg susah betul nak cari position yg selesa,yg boleh duduk lama2...
sakit belakang pulak, membuatkan terasa lenguh2 sendi dr paha ke bawah. aduh...susah betul..

2) lapar
yg ni dr awal2 pregnant lagi, mmg sng lapar.tp skrg,kelaparannya melampaui batasan. bangun tdo je,mesti kene makan. kalau terasa lapar saje, mesti kene makan. kalau di lambat2kan, mesti akan muntah kuning yg pahit itu.
masalah jugak bile dh kenyang. terlebih kenyang pon, akan muntah.tp muntah makanan yg baru dimakan. huhu...
skrg, kalau hubby oncall, mmg mls nak msk. kdg2 mkn jugak meggi sbb paling mudah dan simple.tp setiap kali mkn megi,mesti rs nausea.kdg2 muntah semua megi2 yg dimakan.tp Alhamdulillah, x memilih makanan. cume ada mknn yg ms sblm pregnant, suka sgt mkn.tp bile pregnant, x boleh mkn.contohnye: kebab!haha

3) fatigue
cpt penat.bile gi shopping, x boleh jalan lama2, dh ajak hubby balik.terasa penat yg amat. sian hubbby...kalau shopping ngn sy, memang die sabar je la...ikutkan isteri yg cpt penat ni.

4) carpal tunnel syndrome
ni baru dpt recently.rasa kebas2 tgn. tapi intermittent lagi.
kalau ms afnan dulu, 7 months onward mmg dh ade carpal tunnel syndrome.sian nye kat patient2 la sbb bile nak masukkan IV cannula kat patient,tgn kebas sgt x rase vein. mula2 dpt carpal tunnel dulu, susah jgk nak adapt bile nak buat IV line.lps tu, mcm pro plak. asal rase je vein(kdg2 main teka2 je vein kat mana), dapat masukkan IV line..eheh..

5) striae
aha..striaeku mcm nak bertambah je.ngeri2... asyik gatal2 je perut skrg ni. dh la dulu dh byk striae. siap hubby sapukan minyak baby kat perut. hubby kate, 'x sayang ke kat perut ni, xnak sapukan minyak ke?meh sy sapukan'. syg hubby,muahhh!

6)rase panas
skrg ni,kdg2 org lain rs sejuk,kite rase panas. siap bukak tingkap luas2 lagi. ke sbb dh summer??tp summer kat sini sejuk je lagi.ade hari2 je panas...

7) xtahan bau mskn
yg ni mmg x boleh dibantu. lps msk je, bukak tingkap luas2. biar angin mskn ke luar. kalau x,rase nak muntah bau mskn. siap sembur ngan air freshener lagi stiap kali lps msk. baju yg guna ms msk, mmg kene tukar lps masak.smakin oversensitive dgn bau. huhu..,ke normal ek? entahla...tp perasan jadik oversensitive with smell time pregnant nih.


kesimpulannya, susah nak jd ibu2 ni. bile melalui saat mengandung ni, baru terasa kesusahan ibu2 mengandungkan kite dulu. tu baru bab mengandung, blom lagi bab melahirkan dan membesarkan. sesungguhnya Allah kurniakan perempuan 9 nafsu, 1 akal,sbb Allah Maha Mengetahui bahawa perempuan ni hatinya lembut, kasih sygnya terhadap anak2 mampu mengatasi segala kepenatan yg die lalui sms pregnant.

Alhamdulillah.Allah kurniakan aku merasa nikmat mengandung kali ni...syukur...

Ayah yang over-anxious!!!

an entry dedicated utk en.hubby yg over-anxious...kalah ibu baby...

event 1:
2-3 hari lepas, semasa bersantai di atas sofa slps kepulangan hubby dr kerja, en hubby tiba2 berkata, 'saya rasa awak ade UTI la... ada bau UTI'. (UTI=urinary tract infection). eh..tibe2 je en hubby ini. blom keluar result urine sample lagi la abang. aritu masa kat spital, ade protein 1+ je, pastu,bile dh hantar urine sample, x cukup utk dikategorikan UTI. GP pon kate ade trace protein dan blood je. pastu, sejak bile UTI ade bau??aha... saje je en hubby ini merisaukan saya.saya takde ape2 symptoms pon.xde dysuria,haematuria,flank/back pain, ataupun vaginal itchiness. xkan boleh diagnose mcm tu je en hubby??hehe...kenelah ade evidence. amek antibiotic ms pregnant ni, kalau boleh,sy nak elakkan.xnak affect en.baby yg tgh bermain2 kat dlm perut ibu die ni.

event 2:
en hubby x puas hati lagi. masa kami tgh amek wudu' utk solat asar sejam selepas event 1, en hubby recommend amek canestan cream. eh, mane boleh en hubby??sy mane ade candidiasis. xde symptom and sign pon la hubby. lagi plak, GP akan call kalau ade ape2 yg x kene dgn urine sample saya. janganla risau sgt ye...
(en hubby takut sy ade candidiasis, mcm ms afnan dulu.siap kene amek ampicillin for a week course dan canestan cream sbb GBS-group B strep and scanty candidiasis).

event 3:
semalam,baby x berapa bergerak sgt. bergerak sket2 je. x aktif mcm selalu.tapi cukup 10 kicks every count.so, x risau sgtla.kirenye baby ni mls nak aktif2 smlm. kick pon x kuat. gerak2 slow motion je lebih. bile en hubby balik dr kerja, sy pon mengadu la kat hubby psl baby. hubby mcm digest je info sy bagitahu x komen apa2...
tapi malamnye sblm nak tido, tibe2 en. hubby kate, ' awak kene hati2. entah2 amniotic fluid awak dh kurang,sbb tu baby kurang gerak'.
(dalam hati, ingatkan en hubby x ingat ape yg sy bagitahu petang td. sbb die dok asyik main game ms sy bagitahu die)
pastu, sy pon convince la en hubby yg baby ok. baby moved all day even though x kicking sgt. and every count kick cukup 10 within 2 hours. at times, baby tidur and tak banyak kicking/moving.but then,when he wakes up, baby moves again after that. so, en hubby jgn la risau.
plus, no amniotic leaking/waterbroke so far. xde show or any bleed. en hubby ni risau lebih2..jgnla mcm ni. sy plak yg lebih risau nanti...

to En. Hubby;
insyaAllah amanah Allah kali ni saya jaga baik2. kalau ada masalah, sy bagitahu awak ok. dont worry too much about me or baby. =)

dr baby;
Hi ayah. baby baru prektis semua muscles kat tgn ngan kaki dgn kick ibu dgn kuat tadi ;p. ayah jgn risau ok. baby sihat. =)

Nursery shopping list...

Nursery shopping list-Adik Afnan.

 Feeding time
1) bottles/teats
2) bottle brush
3) steriliser
4) bottle warmer
5) breast pump-avent/medela?
6) nursing pillow
7) bouncers
8) soothers
9) feeding bibs
10) highchair

 Nursery essential
1) moses basket-dah ade yg afnan punye kat msia
2) cot bed-afnan punye kat m’sia.ade quinny dreamy cot. Gune tu smntara kat sini
3) changing mat-ade kat m’sia.kene beli baru
4) baby monitor.emm,patut ke beli?
5) sleep suit
6) electronic swing

 Travel
1) car seat –sudah beli
2) pushchair/pram- quinny buzz
3) changing bag
4) sun blind-dpt free ngan quinny
5) raincover-sudah dpt
6) travel cots and mattresses
7) quinny shopping basket
8) baby carrier-afnan sudah ade.tp kene beli lagi satu sbb kat m’sia.

 Bath time
1) baby bath
2) bath seat/baby bather-sudah ade.
3) Baby bath towel
4) Baby sponge

 Medical/hygiene
1) thermometer
2) baby comb/brush
3) baby nail clippers
4) no-scratch baby mitts

durian runtuh...

well...bukan durian per se...duit runtuh...hehe...

sekali teringat 2 malam lepas. tiba2 terasa nak check AIB online banking tgk baki duit dlm account and at the times, terfikir nak transfer some money to saving account-saving for baby. lps logged in, tgkla baki duit. then, pelik...kenapa ade extra duit ni. ke hubby masukkan duit?pastu, tgkla amount and sender that money. dari DSW-FUND dgn amount 1***++ Euros. aik, (dalam hati hepi), ade jugak ke org bermmurah hati nak bagi duit mudah2 je camni??

tapi pelik juga, siapa yg baik hati nak bagi funding ni??rasenye, so far,saya xde kaitan dgn mana2 charity organization. ke ade kawan ngan any millionnaire, nak bagi derma utk baby?em, x jugak. abes tu sape yg bagi??ke duit maternity benefit? macam mungkin juga. tapi maternity benefit personnel x telefon plak bagitahu yg application for that dah di approve. yg seingat sy, there was a problem nak apply for maternity benefit aritu sbb diorg salah kire PRSI,siap kene anta surat appeal. after that, x ade berite dr diorg so far...

excited dpt duit. nak share ngan hubby, but hubby was oncall that particular night. pastu,excited jugak,so, bagitahu najmie while chatting. najmie tolong surfed kat internet ape maksud DSW-FUND nih. and we came accross a forum in eumom.ie. somebody got her maternity benefit from DSW-FUND nih. ooo...maternity benefit ke?? (anyway,thanks najmie for looking up what DSW-FUND means)

x puas hati...check lagi. ape maksud DSW-FUND nih. rupa2nya DSW=Department of Social Welfare. ooo...confirmla maternity benefit ni.pelik betul..dahla diorg x hantar any surat notify yg i got that benefit (if that's true). anyhow, i'm happy..yeay, boleh gune duit ni as a saving for baby. and shopping for me.hehe...xdelah,bkn nak shopping brg2 sendiri, nak shopping brg2 baby jugak. maklumla, skrg dh jobless, at least, bile dpt maternity benefit ni, kurang sket perbelanjaan hubby on baby. sian hubby, byk kene save money utk next 2 months bile x kije nanti, nak beli tiket balik lagi,shipping,sewa rumah etc etc.so,hopefully, this will decrease ur burden,dear...

dalam kepala, mcm2 dah pk nak beli for baby...

my wishlist:
1) electronic swing-aritu dah beli yg graco punye,tp refund balik sbb bunyi machine swing tu bising.
2) electric breast pump.tgh pk nak beli yg avent ke,medela??tapi confirm beli lps baby lahir.
3) quinny buzz shopping basket-ni x jumpe2 lagi kat kedai.even mothercare pon xde.xkan nak kene beli online kot.
4) toys for baby. at least, beli yg quality. boleh membantu baby dlm perkembangan minda. dah byk eye-ing on toys, tp hubby x kasi beli lagi awal2..tunggu baby dulu.
5) blanket baby.dulu dh beli soft blanket for afnan, tp semua brg afnan dah shipping balik ke m'sia.
6) baju2 baby.satu hapa pun x beli lagi.che suh beli last minute.beli yg basic2 je. aritu cite kat che psl swing (sblm direfund), che punyela againts it.suh beli after baby lahir.takut kalau jd ape2...anyway,swing tu x best pon. QC en. Hubby x suke. so, x lepas piwai ISO. sbb tu direfund
7) nak beli bottle susu. aritu dh beli yg avent utk afnan. tp kat m'sia la kan.so, rasenye, kene beli jugak bottle susu utk adik afnan ni...xtahu nak try avent lagi x, ke tommee tippee. aritu came accross tommee tippee yg murah skali ngan sterilizer.citer kat en hubby, en hubby approve kalau nak beli. so, tgh consider nak beli avent ke, tommee tipppee nih..
8) nak cari kain muslin.apesal susah nak jumpe yg murah ni.selalu yg mahal2 je jumpe.sbb bukan nak beli satu dua,ingat nak beli byk2 utk baby.kain muslin ni,kat m'sia murah aje...
9) playmat for baby. ehe..yg ni nak survey kat Belfast.sudah mengajak en hubby pegi belfast bile free.nakgi Toy r us kat sane.aritu dh pegi,and byk lagi murah dr Ireland.
10) Quinny Zapp.nak beli kat sini sbb lagi murah dr m'sia.lagipulak, bile di lipat, die lagi kecik dr Quinny Buzz. and die compatible ngan carseat Maxi-Cosi jugak.E. hubby agree nak beli,tp after baby lahir dulu.

eh..banyak lagi ni dlm kepala..hehe...kalau nak list kan, banyak sgt...haha...
sibbaik ade maternity benefit.kalau En. Hubby tgk list ni,sure geleng kepala..ahaha...ibu die ni,mcm nak shopping satu dunia utk baby.hehe...

thanks Irish Government, for granting my application.hehe...

p/s:harap2 jgnla diorg tersalah account.mane tahu,tetibe duit tu hilang after this sbb diorg withdraw after checking yg diorg banked in kat org yg salah.if so, i would be really sad.huhu...

UPDATED
baru tadi dapat surat dari social welfare department. my maternity benefit has been granted by them. yeay!!! dapat 2** eur weekly. patutla...1***eur yg diorg dah lodged in tu utk 5 weeks including this week(since commencement of my maternity leave). hubby sgt jeles. hubby kata, 'x aci, awak x kije pon dapat duit'... abang jgn jeles ;p. Alhamdulillah.syukur.rezeki baby mungkin. insyaAllah dapat benefit from 20/4 till 17/10/09. ehe...

weekend...

weekend yg baru lepas ni memang betul2 terisi dgn berjumpa sahabat handai yg dah lama x jumpe.
mula2, lepas hubby balik dr bandar belikan ayam, hisham datang rumah. mase tu tgh masak lunch and memang ajak die makan sekali kat umah. tgh2 masak, hisham got a call from fitri who happened to be in cork at the time. so, kami and hisham pon ajak ke rumah sekali.
dapatla jumpa k.yulia,fitri,kauthar nurdini dan idham fathi. ade babysitter baru ganti wati,namenye shahida.
borak2 sambil2 hisham cerite pengalaman die kat australia, dan fitri mengkhabarkan berita yg fahmi izahidah dan uwais akan balik for good 26th may ni.tak sangka diorg balik awal sgt, x tunggu conferring...
lepas tu, fitri ajak sekali ke umah shidi since syidi ajak semua org. mula2 plan nakgi kejap je,alih2, bile dh borak2, lama plak. berlarutan dr asar hampir ke maghrib.dahla maghrib pukul 9.40pm,kami bertolak dalam pukul 9.15 mcm tu.punyelah lama. tapi best jugak, jumpe kak ida shidi and the kids, mak shidi pon ade. and kak riza dan uztaz pon ade. sungguh lama x jumpe semua org..
sblm kuar rumah, smpat lagi berborak dpn pintu rumah.hisham tgh contemplating nak fishing same ngan ustaz ke Fermoy esok. pastu,beriya la sy suh hubby fishing sekali,mane tahu,bleh makan ikan free. according to ustaz, depends on weather..kadang2boleh dpt ikan mudah2 je. dahla ikan kat sini bsar2. nak beli kat english market x mampulah..ikan sgt mahal. rase syg duit pulak bile nak beli ikan mahal2 compared to ayam yg sgt murah...
em...balik umah tgk indiana jones sblm hisham beransur nak balik ke rumah ustaz...
alhamdulillah..this has been a good weekend for both of us...

ps: xde gambar sbb malu nak snap gambar..

baby's moving...

last night, when we were about to sleep, hubby insisted on putting his hand on my tummy, saje nak rase baby gerak2. i told him that the baby is sleeping since he has been kicking and somersaulting in my tummy all day yesterday, and there was no obvious movement last night, saying so just to let hubby know so that he would not be dissapointed kalau x rase baby gerak2...

and hubby said something...something that is true that i can deny.hubby said...just before he drifted to sleep, 'mase ni la nak rasa baby gerak2, kalau baby lahir dan x gerak2, dan xleh rasa dah..'

what hubby said is indeed very true. masa afnan dulu, i was very impatient waiting for him to come out. when i past my EDD, i started to do the talking to the baby in my tummy,asking him to come out early so that i can see what is he like...sometimes,by 'threatening' him...saying that i would give away his clothes/toys/belonging i bought for him to other baby if he does not want to come out.

little did i know at that time that i would totally regret what i did/say to him. when he came out, he already 'left' me. he actually wanted to stay 'in' as long as he can so that he would not leave me alone.but i persisted on him coming out quick. if only i knew he would go far away from me...i would let him stay in my womb forever. forever baby.

so, this time,during this second pregnancy, i let myself and my hubby enjoy every moment we have with this little munchkin inside. i would tell hubby everytime he moves, so hubby would feel the movements himself. sometimes, hubby would talk and whisper to him on my tummy, telling him to be a good boy.and sometimes,he even want to shine torchlight on my tummy after he read in the babycentre.com that at this stage, baby would follow light with his eyes ;)

for myself, when he does his little kicks, i would smile and laugh. at times, when i lie down, he would move very vigorously, moving from side to side, somersaulting,punching and kicking, and i will smile looking at how distorted my tummy would be. bujur, melintang, bergerak2 as if there is a snail moving inside my tummy. hehe...i want to enjoy every second moment i have with this baby, so that i will not regret if he is coming out lifeless. nauzubillah. but i'm preparing for the worst. i guess i am very traumatized with my first experience....

so, baby, stay healthy for ibu ok. move as much as u can. do anything u want in my tummy as long as u dont injure yourself. ibu really care for u. ibu really loves u. and ayah loves u as much as ibu loves u. so, janji ngan ibu. stay healthy ok.

ibu ayah sayang kamu!

GP visit-30 weeks..

buat appointment nak jumpe GP since smlm utk 12.15 tghhari arini.

mlm smlm, puas paksa mata utk tidur. mata xnak tidur. abes separuh buku sydney sheldon dibace nak tunggu mata ngantuk tapi x tido jugak. nak wat cane, in between nak tido tu, ade 4-5 kali gi toilet.

alih2, lepas solat subuh pukul 5am, mata terus ngantuk dan tertido.sedar kejap je mase hubby cium dahi sblm die gi kije pg td. tak sempat nak tata pon. sbb ngantuk sgt.

pastu tido. and tido. until terasa nak kencing takleh tahan terpaksa bangun dari tido. bile bangun, saje tgk jam. tengok2 jam pukul 12.15. genyeh2 mata mcm x caye. pukul berape??12.15??x pecaye lagi. gi tgk semua jam kat dlm umah termasuk jam handphone. alamak??betul ke 12.15???my appointment pukul 12.15!!!!

terus masuk toilet, gosok gigi,basuh muka dan tukar baju sepantas kilat. lagi laju dr kilat kot (exaggerate ok!). pastu, jalan laju2 gi GP center, sibbaik kat bandar je. sampai GP termengah2. tarik nafas panjang. check jam, pukul 12.30. haha..rekod betul,15 minit smp GP.selalunya ade nak dekat setengah jam nak jalan ke GP.

sampai GP, kene tunggu turn.sibbaik. ingatkan dah miss turn. pastu, sambil tunggu, hantar sms kat hubby.

sms ke hubby
'syg tahu x, sy bgn pukul 12 suku td. appointment pukul 12 suku.huhu.smp GP 15 min after. laju btl sy jln'

hubby sms balik
'laju...awak berlari ke?tak gosok gigi?pakai baju tido?..laju tue...'

hehe..tersengih dpt msg hubby. xkanla pakai baju tido.sy sempat sembur perfume dulu tu.hehe..cover takut org bau busuk x mandi.hehe..sibbaik smlm mandi. bau wangi lagi...

x lama lps tu, jumpe midwife dulu. borak2 ngan die. amek BP and check urine.BP ok. urine ade trace protein and blood. kene send another sample for repeat tomorrow. then, jumpe Aileen Scullion,the GP. check movement and dgr baby heart sound gune doppler. tgh2 dgr baby's heartbeat, baby kicked. twice.kuat pulak tu, berbonjol perut ;).sampai GP and midwife pon perasan.diorg gelak. hehe..apelah baby ni. Aileen kate baby x suke org check heart beat die.haha...baby baby...

pastu,jalan2 kat city before balik umah. sepanjang2 satu hari ni, baby dok gerak2 x henti2. sgt2 active. selalunye die aktif time malam2 bile ibu nak tido. hari ni, dok bergerak2 ke sini sana sepanjang hari. hubby pon perasan...hehe...baby naak prove baby healthy ek??ibu suke...baby aktif2 ek...nanti boleh lawan ayah main bola. ayah tu x saba nak ajak baby geng ngan die main bola..ahaa..ibu x reti nak join ayah...

anyway...esok kene gi jumpe GP bwk urine sample..mlsnye nak jalan esok...

karipap sardin...

nak buat karipap daging, tp sbb xde daging, karipap sardin pon jadila...

Exam

the dreading part is now officially over...

huhu...sungguh kejam org yg buat soalan utk xm itu. rasa nak cekik2 je. soalan sangat2 susah, and very very detail.setebal2 buku, bab yg plg2 kecik dlm buku tu yg ditanya...

first time ever, byk soalan yg jwpn die mmg xtahu. langsung xtahu. tanye psl paroxysmal nocturnal haemoglobinuria, ty psl side effect meds yg boleh jd anything itu...uhu...sgt specific...rase mcm jd 'penembak professional' plak ms exam td. main teka je jwpn td... and byk pulak yg teka tu.

dlm 300 soalan, most of the answers main teka je...especially part 1 mcq itu. oh..sungguh teruk. mengeluh beberapa kali ms jwb xm td. x sangka plak, yg kite dok concentrate x plak kuar. yg kuar yg jrg2 jumpe dlm latihan mcq. ade topic yg x penah dgr langsung.huhu...

bad me. bad fizah. kuar je dr dewan xm, trus ty hubby, 'agak2 ade x org pass xm kalau main teka je??'. die jwb, 'xde kot'. haha...kene kat btg hidung sendiri. sape suh x study muke depan ke muke blkg buku Kalra tu??patutnye, rebus buku tu dan minum...

so,harapan utk pass sungguh tidak ade. teruk,teruk...huhu...

ramai kate soalan kali ni susah.lagi susah drpd January nyer exam. hubby pon mengeluh jugak after abes xm. main reason die mengeluh, sbb die tahan kencing ms jwb soalan, and that distracted him from fully concentrate on answering the Q.haha...(xpe ke disclose ni bang??jgn mare ;p) ni kes gara2 soalan yg byk, mmg x sempat nak tgk balik pon soalan yg dh buat. ms cukup2. 3 jam rase mcm 3 minit je. huhu...

ya Allah, let me fail with honour...haha...jgnla teruk sgt markah aku...kl x,malu..huhu...

Hotel The Plaza..

hubby has booked the accommodation for the day prior to the exam since last week. we have planned to stay in Hotel The Plaza which is located in Tallaght,Dublin, a few minutes drive away from the exam centre which is also in tallaght.

we headed off to dublin on the day before the exam. hubby brought with him all the books that he could carry, including the one that he never opened before. when i asked, he said, its for the sake of feeling calm in heart. even though he did not read the book, bringing them together with him makes he feels better. ;p i laughed at the idea because i used to do the same when i was a student.

anyway, with the help of sat-nav, it is not difficult to find the hotel. according to hubby, it is a 4 stars hotel.wow,that is great as the price we have paid for an overnight stay in that hotel is not as expensive as we have thought would be for the 4 stars hotel. 50 euros for a double bed room with en suite. not bad. everybody knows that Dublin has a very expensive cost of living. maybe the price is getting cheaper with recession, i guess.

(to be honest, since we were married, we never stayed in any expensive hotel. everytime we went for travel,be it when we were a student or now,as a doctor, we always choose the cheapest accommodation available to save money, which also includes sleeping overnight in the airport for the next day morning flight. do u still remember this,hubby??when we slept on the floor in rome's airport?? ;p berbantalkan luggage dan beralaskan towel, and mkn mknn bekal kite kat situ. cam org homeless je kite kan??tp tu la kenangan yg best! oh, ingat x lagi kite jalan2 sesat barat kat rome cari taxi dari train station yg sunyi sepi,ms tu nakgi airport.malam tu gelap betul,xde org pon yg lalu lalang yg kite boleh ty direction.yg ade pon yg kacau2 kite.sy siap nak nangis lagi ms tu sbb takut.nasibbaik awak ade...)

anyway, we arrived with a high expectation in mind,yelah,1st time we stayed in this so-called 4 stars hotel.haha.cam jakun je kan . looking from outside, the hotel looks huge, with spacious parking lots. the reception area was also spacious, and..err simple with its decoration. so far so good. but my expectation died right away when hubby came back from checking in at the counter and told me that the lift is not working. he was told the same by the receptionist. i was like, waht???4 stars hotel, and the lift is not working??huhu.something that i really did not expect to happen.

since our room was on the second floor, we have to climb up the stairs. we were lucky, though.it would be much worst we were given the top floor,x larat!!
panjat 2 anak tangga pon dh termengah2...huhu...

anyway, we reached the room. it was not that big, but okayla... everything looks perfect. the wifi coverage was the most important thing, and it was perfect in that room. full bar. the bed was very cosy, and the windows were huge! terpaksa tutup sbb segan nak bukak tudung takut org nmpk.

after exploring the room, we were very satisfied despite our first encounter with the broken lift. haha..yg nak citer nye, something funny happened afterwards.

i was trying to switch on the tv but failed after many times. i have made sure that i turned on the button on the tv,turned it on using remote control, and i even checked on the powerpoint, everything was intact, but yet, the tv is still off. i thought, maybe the tv was broken. fine. i thought maybe God does not want us to watch tv but to study only. so, takpela.pasrah...then,

i went to the toilet, tried to switched on the light in it, but, it was still dark. no light. pelik. takkan takde elektrik kot. takkan 4 stars hotel xde elektrik. i even made several attempts switching on other lights and lamp in the room, tp semua x nyala...xde elektrik ke??

after everything i tried failed, i told hubby. hubby also repeated what i did before, by checking all the lights and the tv. after several minutes trying, baru hubby teringat sthg, hubby bagitau ' ade sstgh hotel kan, kene gune card tau utk switch on electric'. iye??i dont know that. so,together, we searched around the room for the card and the card slot. the card slot was actually located very near to the door. when we found it,we then put the card in the slot. and u know what happened next???our room tetibe terang benderang, tv tetibe terpasang, and lampu toilet pon nyala...

and we looked at each other...staring...and laughed out loud!!!haha...we were so jakun...malu!hehe... nampak sgt jrg stay kat hotel mahal..haha...

nothing much happened the rest of the day other than studying. huhu...xm punye psl...

(thinking about it again, the moment we laughed out loud for our silliness will always be fresh in my mind. haha...lawak kan bang?? jakun betul kite dua,kan??hehe...lainkali jgn buat malu sy lagi tau ;p)

exam...

ya Allah,kenapa ni??makin dekat exam, makin mls nak study...adin kate, sbb otak sy dah tepu asyik study.iye ke??mcm kosong je otak ni. exam lusa.langsung x ready. seolah2 nak gi exam tanpa persiapan apa2.yg study sblm ni,semua dh lupa. bile buat balik mcq yg dh penah buat, tetap salah lagi.ya Allah...kenapa ni??

yaAllah, kurniakanlah aku ingatan yg kuat utk xm nanti ya Allah,semoga aku bisa menjawab soalan mcq nanti dgn betul.
Kau permudahkanlah bagiku dan suamiku jalan ke arah kejayaan,yaAllah.ya Allah,hanya kepadaMu aku berharap dan memohon pertolongan dan bantuan. Ameen...

suatu petang yang damai...

di suatu petang yang cerah, si suami dan si isteri berjalan-jalan mengambil angin di bandar cork. berjalan2 merewang2 tanpa arah tujuan, sekadar utk melepaskan penat seharian di rumah memerah keringat belajar.
dari satu kedai, ke satu kedai..si suami dan si isteri meneroka. sehingga si suami terasa penat.si isteri cool aje walaupun si isteri sarat mengandung anak kedua mereka.mengenangkan kepenatan si suami, lalu, si isteri menyarankan utk mereka berehat seketika sambil memakan ice-cream.yum yum...
kemudian, perjalanan diteruskan slps perut diisi dgn ice-cream iceberger yg sedap. sehinggalah si isteri berkata, 'abang, saya nak minum coco-loco kat Gloria Jeans,boleh?'. malangnya, kedai tersebut tutup. si isteri kesedihan. lalu, si isteri terus mencari idea utk mengisi jugak perut yg mengada2 mintak diisi. lalu, si isteri berkata, 'nak makan burger chicken fillet pulak la, boleh??'. si suami berusaha utk menyempurnakan hajat si isteri yg selalu nak makan itu. tetapi kedai halal yg mejual burger itu jauh. lalu, si suami mengambil kereta di garage di rumah dan memandu kereta tersebut ke kedai burger.
di dalam kereta, selepas mendapat burger yg diidamkan, si isteri mengajak si suami ke tepi tasik sambil makan burger dan menghayati keindahan ciptaan Tuhan sambil melepaskan penat belajar sepanjang minggu. si suami dgn penuh kasih syg menuruti si isteri...
slps kenyang, si suami pon berjalan2 dgn si isteri melihat angsa-angsa dan itik2 di tasik. Alhamdulillah, sungguh indah petang ini...
nampaknya begitulah pengakhiran cerita di suatu petang yg damai. =)

p/s:mencuba topi2 yg berharga lebih dr 100 euros di Debenham's


jalan2 di lough

random pictures...

my peek-a-boo busuk, given by hubby when we were a 'couple' ;p
our conferring ceremony on 20th june 07 (time ni mengandungkan afnan 3 bulan. mata pon merah due to ruptured vein sbb empty retching setiap pagi)
my sister got married in aug 08
visiting mama in london 2008
once upon a time during rome,milan,venice and pisa tour
spring is here!

tak selamat...

kebelakangan ni, asyik bace paper pasal kes ragut situ sini. selepas seorang mati di kelantan, sekarang ni di pulau pinang pulak. entah mengapa,kejadian2 mcm ni membuatkan sy terasa mcm Malaysia sgt x selamat.dahla dah nak balik Malaysia for good bulan 8 ni. takutla...

memang berbeza hidup di sini dan di Malaysia. kat sini, walaupun kes jenayah memang sentiasa berlaku, tetapi, bila tinggal di dalam rumah dan kunci semua pintu, terasa selamat. tak terfikir sebarang kemungkinan akan dipecah masuk ke ape.

pegi ke bandar pon, terasa selamat. tidak pernah terjadi kejadian ragut so far di bumi cork ni. kejadian mcm leka dgn dompet letak merata2, sampai dicuri org tu,penahla terjadi. penah sekali, sy tertinggal beg yg berisi dompet dan camera di trolley di tesco, tapi Alhamdulillah, dapat balik. org yg baik hati pulangkan beg tu ke customer service, dan bile sy dapatkan beg tu kembali, semua barang2 kat dlm tu x hilang satu pon. itu satu..

teringat lagi satu event ms student, bile handphone slipped out dr kocek jacket dan terjatuh ke atas seat bus tanpa disedari. telefon tu baru je beli ms tu.bila sampai rumah, baru perasan telifon dh x ade. ingatkan mmg xde harapan la dpt balik telefon tu sbb jatuh dlm public bus semasa dlm perjalanan dr hospital ke rumah. tapi, setelah beberapa calls dan messages ditinggalkan di dalam phone itu, ade sorg yg berbaik hati terjumpa dan pulangkan kembali telefon tersebut ke customer service di bus station. mmg x sangka akan dpt balik telifon tu. kredit x kurang ape pon. semua sama. kalau kat m'sia, mmg xde harapanla dpt balik telefon tu. lenyap mcm tu la kalau dgn attitude org malaysia skrg ni..

mmg bersyukur hidup kat sini.terasa selamat. berbanding kat m;sia...

teringat, bile balik m;sia time cuti summer, bile abah dan che takde, mmg awal2 lagi dh kunci pintu pagar semua. itupon, malam2, seram je kl abah che xde. takut org masuk mencuri barang2 di halaman dan bongkar pintu utk masuk rumah walaupun semua pintu dh kunci. kalau kasut yg mahal,kene letak dlm rumah, sbb kl x, the next morning, mesti kene curi. teruk kan?m'sia mmg x selamat.

org boleh curi kasut di rumah Allah time solat jumaat. itupon dh boleh jadi bukti Msia x selamat. uhuhu..tibe2 terasa x bersedia pulak menghadapi suasana kat m'sia nanti bile balik bulan 8 ni...

hihi...

hubby has been searching high and low around the house for his PES 2006 game but still could not find it. hehe... he looked around at the place where i hid the game before, but hopeless... the game is still nowhere to be found.hehe...bang, i never repeat the same mistake twice laa.i wont hide it at the same place.hehe...

kite study dulu k. lps xm sy kasik balik game kesayangan awak tu,ok? ;p

good luck dear. wish me luck too...

study week...

this week is dedicated for study only. exam day is next week. so have to pulun this week. no merewang-rewang, no main2, the only thing to do this week is to study! (besides other basic and wajib things). uhu...hubby pon kene study. no game for the rest of the week until after exam.hehe...

Alia's 2nd Birthday!

we just got back from Faies Bahij's house after celebrating Alia's 2nd birthday today. Alhamdulillah, Alia has grown to become a healthy beautiful little girl (despite the fact that she was prem baby).her face looks like more towards faies than bahij.
we were served with chicken BBQ( i loike!mengidam bbq since aritu lagi) and kuey tow soto.yummy yummy! not to forget the very delicious birthday cake made by darlene, and sweet trifle with ice-cream toppings made by Gya.
we met many people there. it was fun getting the opportunity to mingle with people after weeks burying our face with the books. hehe,iye ke???Saje nak exaggerate. x study mane pon. hubby looked happy as well when we were there.jumpe geng la katakan.
alia was given a huge bouncing castle as a birthday present from the present interns. really huge, rasenye backyard compound tu penuh ngan bouncing castle tu je.bestnye jd budak kecik ni.dpt hadiah besar.hehe...we gave her a musical nursery rhyme electronic book. hope she likes it.
anyway, here are some of the pics i managed to take before keeping myself busy enjoying the food.hehe...


do u notice the big bouncing castle at their back??? ;)

Inchydoney....

hubby had been persuading me to company him to go to the Inchydoney's beach for so many times before,until i finally agreed to go there with him last saturday. i have to salute him for his effort though, everytime he came home from work, he would try every best way to persuade me to go to the beach with him. siap2 merajuk2 lagi sbb sy xnak pegi. bukan tak nak pegi, but unfortunately, the weather was very unpredictable for the past few weeks,kejap panas, pastu hujan, and panas balik. and the temperature was still cold even though the sun was shining away. so, luckily last saturday,when i decided to follow hubby's persuasion, the weather turned out to be great.

Actually,the mere reason why i wanted to go there was; i pitied hubby...hehe. die sgt-sgt nak pegi. he said that going to the beach was his way to release tension after long hours working in the hospital. hehe...alasan. i know his main reason though. he wanted to play with his water-gun! yes, water-gun! he developed this interest of playing with water gun after last summer. at the time, we went to Inchydoney in groups. so, he was busied himself at that time playing with water gun he bought in Smith Toys with few other guys who joined us during that trip. sgt hepila die ms itu. memangla suamiku ini, suke bab menyembur2 org dgn water-gun ni.
and this time, his plan was still the same. ade ke nak ajak mummy-to-be yg dah heavily pregnant ni main2 water-gun kejar mengejar ngan die.aha...hubby2...x larat la sayang. nak bwk perut ni pon dh x chekat, apetah lagi nak kejar awak??hehe...next time k. tunggu baby kejar awak ngan water-gun.ehe...

anyway, here are the pictures we took during the day. the weather was ok, but the breeze air coming from beach was still freezingly cold. even hubby nak amek air sembahyang utk solat asar kat one of the water pool pon terketar2 after having the ablution. tu pon, hubby dh siap berangan2 nak main kayak la, nak naik bot pancing ikan la, and the worst idea, nak mandi dlm air sejuk yg menyengat hingga ke tulang itu. haha...next time ye dear. we have to wait till it gets warmer. maybe sometime in june,july,august. sian my hubby,kepingin nak mandi air sungai/air terjun. hehe...but then, we saw some people went surfing in that cold water. tapi obviously with full preparation, dgn 'uniform' semua.aha...my hubby??sehelai sepinggang and 'sekepeng' <--tak cukup fat la hubby to insulate yourself.hehe...

in inchydoney with our honda 96-D-12023
gambar hubby amek wudu' using icy water
gambar solat di inchydoney

blood result...

i had been informed by the nurse during my recent antenatal check up about my OGTT result test. alhamdulillah, the result was normal with fasting blood glucose of 3.8 and 2-hours post OGTT 7.2. that convinced me that i dont have any gestational diabetes. Alhamdulillah..

the other blood test taken by the GP which includes U+E and TFT were normal as well except for the Hb. my Hb during the fingerprick test last monday was 11.8, but the serum Hb shows much lower count than that which was only 11.2.

because of mild anemia shown from the blood test, the GP rang me yesterday to take one Galfer (ferrous fumarate) daily.ehe..i felt honoured when the GP rang me. aha..mcm important person/patient plak. aha..

well. i was not shocked receiving this news since the same thing happened during my last pregnancy as well. in fact, it was more worse than this time. my Hb went down to 8ish when i was carrying afnan. from initial 1 tab of Galfer a day, i had to take 2 tabs daily instead after that. the problem with galfer was, besides mild constipation that i suffered from the medication, i really hated it when i had to go to the loo to pass the bowel motion. yuck, the colour of the stool was unimaginable. black tarry stool, i tell u. huhu...

i think the main reason i was anemic last time because i had not have proper healthy diet. i remember i was just starting my job as medical intern that time, where i was busy with work all the time. going to work at 8am, and back home at 6pm,(even though we are rostered working from 9-5 daily) i sometimes did not have any lunch at all during the day. i still remember, sometimes, when i was oncall, my so-called-lunch was at 11pm which i got from the vending machine. usually, i would be very hypoglycaemic and energy-drained by that time, so, i would buy something sugary like coke drink and kinder-bueno chocolate. after having the sugar-bust, then i would have some energy to continue working in the wards. it was always like that...up to the very last few months before the end of pregnancy, by that time,i would try to find reason for myself to skip from the long ward-round to go for the lunch. i could not bear having an empty stomach walking in the wards after my 32nd week of my pregnancy, otherwise, i would feel very dizzy and tired.

so, this time, the anemia is not as severe as my previous one. i think it is mainly because i am currently at home and able to look after myself well. too well,i think since i have gained 10 kilos already. aha....br 7 bulan...kalau 9 bulan, mcm belon la nampaknya...

and...oh yes, i was also informed by the nurse in CUMH yesterday that my urine test came back as positive for mixed growth with >30,000 orgnsms in it. she asked me to repeat the urine sample in the GP during my next visit there.

well, this isnt new as well. during afnan's, i had this B-streptococcus infection in my urine. i was even prescribed with amoxicillin during that time. since i was not very compliance with meds, hubby had to remind myself everytime to take the tablet. aha..bad me. susah betul nak mkn ubat.

even during this 2nd pregnancy, they advised me to take aspirin 75mg daily as a precaution. but i know myself well. i would not be compliant with it. so, i dont take it. besides, there is no concrete evidence that aspirin would help in my situation. i had no lupus or any previous thrombotic event that would put me at risk if i dont take aspirin(in my opinion). tp xtahula...harap2 xdela efek kat baby sbb x amek aspirin ni...huhu.

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argh...bosannye... tulis blog pon still rase bosan.ayat pon mcm x org baru belaja english. lantakla...uhu..
exam lagi 11 hari...byk soklan x buat lagi.tp dh mls...baru buat 130 mcq since smlm...apekah...study fizah,study...