Naluriku Berbicara...: Galway Medical SHO

today, my phone rang when i was sleeping in my room. it was the second ringing, when i fully woken up and answered that call. unexpectedly, the call was from GAlway Uni Hospital.
the conversation was like below:

(ladyHR)Hi, are u Dr Abdul Rahman, nor.....(as usual,the can not pronounce my name correctly,huhu)
(me)yes,it's me. Norhafizah Abdul Rahim (giggles)
(ladyHR)did u come for the interview in Galway for medical SHO last time?
(me) yes. (jawab dalam mamai)
(lady HR) are u still interested with the SHO post?it's just somebody has pulled out.
(me)oh..so, are u asking me whether i;m interested or not with this post???(why did i rephrase the question??haha...in disbelief kot. and to reconfirm the sentence.ape2lah...)
hm...(my mind was thinking....i need to grab this opportunity)...i think i'm gonna take it!
(ladyHR)so, u are interested?
(me)yes.
(ladyHR>)the post is for geriatric for 3 months, followed with radiation oncology for the consecutive 3 months.
(me>)ooo...
(ladyHR)so, i'll sent u email and mail u the offer letter and documents that u need to fill in.what u need to do is to reply back and say that u are interested with this post.
(me)ok, thank u (dalam hati, berbunga2 riang. x saba nak bagitahu sayang!!=) )
(ladyHR) thank u then. bye

it was a matter of minutes. i was not thinking well when she call. i was too mamai,and too excited. at last my prayer answered. but then,shortly after that, i thought, why didnt i 'jual mahal'??at least say that 'i'm gonna think about it' ke ape...hehe, ni tak, terus say 'yes'..muahaha...maybe, the excitement of getting job overwrite my pride kot.muahaha...

i was so excited. gave hubby calls straight away after that. but hubby only answered my entah-kali-ke-berapa call.he seemed busy.so, xnak kacaula..
nak bagitahu syikin, tapi pk2 balik, i better confirm that i secure the job first. kang tiba2 die kata, the person who pulled off wants the job back ke ape, naya aku nanti...

but then...in my excitement, i cannot avoid feeling sad. i'll be away from hubby. even though Galway is still in Ireland, but the thought of living far from him made my heart ache. i used to have him around all time during this past few years.tiba2 nak duduk jauh??i dont know. can i cope with it?i will surely miss him a lot. that is why i need to maximise the time i have with him now.

oh...i am sooo dont want to be far away from him. i dont know. when i was in Malaysia and he was in ireland, we were separated for 1 month, it was enough to make me suffer. i dont know how i'm going to live with him far beyond my reach??
oh..i dont want to think about this now. tgkla macamana nanti.